10:30 PM
&& now i think friendster is *toot* as youngster now is populating the site and childish people demanding comments. how lame can this be? dont try talking myspace to me even. all those "cooooool" kids are all over the place. you dont even know which is the wannabes from the real ones honestly. all of this is random. dont bother much about it.
anyway, i'm having like two days straight off which i dont really like it that way cause this means that thursday, i'll be working. bloody ass. for goodness sake, its hari raya haji people. its true, we dont really celebrate it much but its even more holy than hari raya puasa. dont you know about that? someone told me this actually and i think its my mum, i think so. oh, i dont know.
yesterday, went out with boyfriend as usual. we went like marina then suntec, just to play arcade. I KNOW arcade its not MY favourite thing to do but when there's nothing else better to do and with boyfriend temptation to play, i just go along with him. it was also the n lvl result, i think out of those i called yesterday, i think around 4 out 8, make it. i cant remember how many people i did called exactly. i called aaron first, and he didnt make it which is expected. i mean he studied like one day before the paper. what do you expect? hope we will still stay in touch or something like that. he's a great guy after all and i kinda miss hanging out with him. oh my dear bestfriend, when are you free?
today, no plans. i purposely make myself free the whole day today cause i dont feel like going anywhere. most probably, i meet up my mum at around 6 later on and thats it. likely, next week my off days would be monday and thursday. i prefer this than tue and wed for unknown reason.
work starting tomorrow, i'm dreading this as always.
11:15 AM
just forget whatever i say yesterday. i'm back with him. hope he fulfill his promise this time around.
i gotta go. off to work (:
10:07 AM
suprise-suprise, i broke up with him last night and when i thought, i made a big mistake, right now, i think i really want it for real and badly. blame me for all i care. its nothing to do with other guys honestly. yesterday was the last straw and i thank you so much for that, i really do.
yes, its true that i prioritize my friends more than you do. cause you know why, i dont want to be like pathetic you to lose most of friends and they thought i was the one who didnt let you to be with them. irony isnt it? i have never neglected you eversince i started working. honestly, these past days, i didnt even contacted my friends that much, and you know it but why cant you be understanding for me to spend my time with my friends today when i got an off day? is there any wrong with that? yes, we didnt spend that much time recently and we can make up for it today but we talked on the phone every night and you picked me up from work. at least, i see you like twice a week. but my friends? its like twice or thrice per month. yes, that is so lame. no wonder MANY girls cant stand you. you're so controlling and you say you're not? you must be kidding me.
its my fault that i kept finding faults with you and get easily irritated by you. you know how many times i endure them and i willing to give you time after time chances but i think you took that for granted. you told me that i can never found someone like you back then. oh come on, i've found two guys like you before i even met you and why cant i find them after you? at least, they are not dirty-minded as you are. now, i spilled the beans uh? this is my secret, all this while, i've treated you this good OR bad OR so-so (you choose) based on how you have treated me but a little worse. this is reality, you get what you deserve. you think i'm cruel? see those previous girlfriends OR dates OR whoever girls you used to go out to? how bad were they to you compare to mine?
for your info, you're going to be ALONE again on your birthday which is next week. i no longer care nor gonna give you any sympathy for that. no swensen's on my first pay-day. YESSSSSSSSSAAAAAAA, duit aku save (: && with that, i bid this relationship a goodbye and hello singlehood!
2:15 PM
first day of work baby, today. oh my, my leg is like aching. i cant even bent without my knee hurting. tell me, who's leg is not hurting of 10 hours standing? despite all that, the job was great. i really love it seriously. my colleagues (okay, how do you spell that?) were all super friendly and they are gerek although majority is from malaysian, there's one singaporean and one vietnam-ese.
i encountered two choosy/troublesome customers today. first customer, her daughter wanted to buy this shoe, asked me to take two new piece of different sizes, the size that her daughter could wear, she told me there's scratches, asked for a new one when that is the last piece for that size then wanted not to buy but after much persuasion, ended up ordering a new piece. second customer, ask me this one shoe in 3 different sizes in brown colour while also, asking me the exact same shoe in 2 different sizes BUT in orange/yellowish colour and ended up buying the biggest size of the brown colour with the pading on. thats the worst. i bet no one can tolerate any of them. thanks for the help to my seniors to these kinds of customers. overall, one customer make my day, she easily could spot out that it was my first time working. she's a nice lady, talking/joking with me while i helped her out. orang-orang macam gini lah buat my keje more fun dah enjoyable lah ooooiii.
finally, 9.30pm came, packed stuff which is easy-ist. by 9.45, off we're home. went home with mum as she went to check out on me and reached home at 10.25pm. thats my day, people. and oh yes, i work somewhere in century square where everything it sells are womens' shoes. A BIG CLUE! (:
due to this, i would rarely be online so be understand-nable. to anis, life has to go on with OR without him. if he really loves you in the first place, he would come back to you sooner or later no doubt. it seems like everyone i know is breaking up. how sad when mine is still going on. GRRRR!!!
off to bed. need my beauty sleep. no more eye-bag pluuuueeeeeeese?????
11:30 PM