hello my peeps.i know this is my first time that i post an entry so early. well, i try the blogthings [the credits goes to lyneete] and found some of the things about me that is true. well, check it yourself.
| Your Birthdate: May 13 |
 You're dominant and powerful. You always need to be in charge. While others respect your competence, you can be a bit of a dictator. Hard working and serious, you never let yourself down. You are exact and accurate - and you expect others to be the same way. Your strength: You always get the job done Your weakness: You're a perfectionist to a fault Your power color: Gray Your power symbol: Checkmark Your power month: April |
| You Are a Tomboy |
 You're having too much fun to bother with nail polish and crazy diets. Guys are instead impressed by how much you know and do! |
| How You Are In Love |
 You fall in love quickly and easily. And very often. You tend to give more than take in relationships. You need your space and privacy. You don't like to be smothered. You love your partner unconditionally and don't try to make them change. You are fickle and tend to fall out of love easily. You bounce from romance to romance. |
1:30 PM
sorry for not updating here these few days. got nothing interesting that had happened to me that i can post here. day by day, i started to chill so much at home instead of going out that i used to love. and i still love that but with the money i have now, i wanna save it and spent it later for necessary purposes esp for my pp card.
btw, to peeps who doesnt know me very well, i'm a spend-thrift type of person which means i LOVE to spent on alot things. even if it is not necessary for me.
tommorrow, i gonna watch harry potter with kimmy. i know i kept post-phoning to watch it and even sume complain about it but i dont really care. i determined that i gonna watch soon. and that soon is tommorrow. this time, i REALLY gonna watch it. no more cancelling.
thats all for today. nothing much. ciaoz.
9:35 AM
i was force into updating this blog. well, more like self sacrificing as i'm so tired to update right now. my legs are aching. my eyes are forcing me to sleep. been 2 days since i updated here so might as well as update it for the sake of those who bother to read my entry.
went shopping just now. went to toa payoh first and met nura there around 11.20am. someone was late and its not definitely me. well, its partly my fault that i took the 155 bus late and she went out from her house like 11am as i told her to do so. so cant blame that totally. then went to the 7 11 to top up my M1 pp card. well, its my first time toping up so i'm like having trouble with it but thanks to nura's bro that he helped me. well, nura called her bro for help though. thanks to both of you. actually wanted to go orchard after that but nura told me that we might as well hang around here till 1 pm and meet sume and julie rather than we need to go back here agian and meet them. to pass by our time, we walked around the toa payoh and went to the library to read some books. omg. a book that titles "thirteen going seven" that i read just now was great. i mean its so totally nice but too bad, i read halfway, and its time for us to go and meet them.
went to the toa payoh mrt and met sume and julie. they came early though as they are the ones who waited for us instead. i was laughing my butt out when i saw sume's new hair. her face doesnt suit with short hair really. well, we eat our lunch at fork & spoon which i didnt know there's a exist in toa payoh. well to my muslim peeps, all the food there is halal. and there's japanese food. but i didnt eat that and instead i go and bought hor fun.
then went to somerset without juline. pity her somehow cause her mum is like so STRICT with her. no more comments on there. hmm. met kimmy along the way. he suddenly texted me and asked me to go out when i'm alreay out. funny. then waited for him at the somerset mrt while he's at dhoby ghaut, waiting for the train. shop around at cine leisure for awhile and my hand is still empty. went to esprit but still empty handed cause things over there are like so expensive. even though some of the things i can buy but its not really worth it.
went heren to shop which is like just across the road. but this time, i bought myself two tops which one of the tops from 77th streets, costs like $17. how cheap is that, and another one in a check shop. first time, i went to that store to shop. and the song that they played there are so boring. it making me feel so sleepy when i went in there. but the best things was the things that sell there are there quite cheap as i bought a puma top for only $28.
then went to ps, bought myself a skirt that i've long wanted it, the samuel and kelvn skirt that costs only $28 after a 20% discount which i didnt know that they having one. actual price is $35. luckily i've listen to myself and not sume as i would waste $7 if i bought the same skirt at the samuel and kelvin in toa payoh. =)
pity kimmy as he is the only guy there. well, its not totally my fault. i've tried to entertain him by talking to him and all. but by the looks of his face, looks like he's bored with us going every shop to see what they sell.
went home with him by bus. inside the bus, i'm like so tired. felt like sleeping but i cant. reached home around 7pm. changed into my home clothes then watched the potrait of home till 8pm. after that i watched some disney channel show. and now, i'm updating this.
tommorrow i got to come school for some ava things. and zi jian who used to be our chair person gonna give us some briefing or a speech for 2 long hours of suffering.
i think i should end here. i feel sleeping and i couldnt keep on blabbing here so have a wonderful time reading it. good nite peeps. ciaoz.
1:20 PM
okay. why i'm still at home you all may ask. i SUPPOSED to go watch harry potter with haiqal and his cousin and i'm still at home. isnt that an irony. i'm getting all bored at home and all because of HIM. *points finger at him* he hasnt call me nor text me since morning even though i texted him like thrice. okay. i know i should call him but i'm like dont know what to talk to him when he pick up the phone. i've been waiting for this day and he doing all this to me. AAAAAARRRRGGG!!! this is all a bull-shit. nvm. if i'm not gonna watch it today with him, i shall watch it next monday with kimmy. i got no other choice.
btw, my 2nd bro is like asking me, my twin bro, my niece and nephew to catch a movie as he just called just now. watch the "chicken little" with him and his wife. should i go? hmm. i mean i promised haiqal to go with him and all. i'm in dilemma right now. this is not right.
aniway, i just call haiqal. EEEEEEEEEEKKK!!! and i'm like stutter when i talk to him. i hate him to the max. dont ask me why. i just hate him. i'm not gonna talk to him EVER!! okay. this time, hopefully i would keep my word. i dont want promise though. cause once i promise something to myself, i will doubt it sooner and later.
i'm done with the talking. now is your turn to talk. so just tag me. muahaha. ciaoz.
9:00 AM
stupid comp. i'm getting all frustrated with it. i couldnt upload my pictures from my phone to comp. how stupid is that. honestly, its not that i couldnt upload it, its just that i didnt know how to upload it. i read the guide and help and all stuff that supposed to help me but it still end up the same. the freaking program still say as disconnected and offline even though i connected my usb cable to my phone already. shit. this is all bull-shit. can anyone help me? please!!!! i need help. thank you. thank you. thank you.
my bro is like showing off just because he could upload anything in his phone to the comp. he is that lucky man. *staring at him with envy* i just sucks at anything that got to do with comp esp when it comes to download software and how it works. fine. im not a computer geek.
anyway, going to watch GOF on monday that alot of peeps have been crazy about esp azuu as far as i know. *giggles* i still didnt know where to watch it and what time. blame it on someone. to that someone, call my house or msg me okay. i'm going school on that day also cause i got to pass some disc to wai htoo cause he need the "goyang" song for the graduation night. *giggles*
before i forgot, HAPPY 14th BIRTHDAY NABILLAH! at last you're fourteen. *giggles* must be proud that you're the same age as me now. muahaha. *evil grin*
i got to end here. thats all that is in my mind right now. so ciaoz. good night. just take care.
12:30 PM
Addicted
It's like you're a drug
It's like you're a demon I can't face down
It's like I'm stuck
It's like I'm running from you all the time
And I know I let you have all the power
It's like the only company I seek is misery all around
It's like you're a leech
Sucking the life from me
It's like I can't breathe
Without you inside of me
And I know I let you have all the power
And I realize I'm never gonna quit you over time
It's like I can't breathe
It's like I can't see anything
Nothing but you
I'm addicted to you
It's like I can't think
Without you interrupting me
In my thoughts
In my dreams
You've taken over me
It's like I'm not me
It's like I'm not me
It's like I'm lost
It's like I'm giving up so slowly
It's like you're a ghost that's haunting me
Please leave me alone
And I know these voices in my head
Are mine alone
And I know I'll never change my ways
If I don't give you up now
I'm hooked on you
I need a fix
I can't take it
Just one more hit
I promise I can deal with it
I'll handle it, quit it
Just one more time
Then that's it
Just a little bit more to get me through this
10:00 AM
okay. i suppose to go out and jalan raya with my pri school friends by this time but you know what. shockly, when i just finished bathing just now, just wanting to choose the baju kurung inside my room, nabilah suddenly called me and said that it was cancel. omg. i cancel all my plan for this and now, it was cancel too. so you all can guess that i will be home for the whole day but the great thing is that sharin wont be at home. WOOHOO!!!
bought a new phone yesterday. well, the phone was nice. cost more than my hari raya money honestly. but remember, i'm not using my money but my mum's. i kinda pity her to spend such a HUGE sum on me and sharin phone only. total it cost about $800. but both of us using prepaid. that was kinda sad for me. i wanted plan but my mum didnt allow cause she's afraid that i would use too much. sigh. cant blame her totally.
i'm bored right now. sharin bathing to get ready for the chalet thingy. and i'm like sitting here typing some boring entry. omg. i know he would have fun there. i gotta end here. sharin wanna use. i would be online back as soon as he get out from this house. toddles.
4:30 AM
peeps, i gotta make this a quick one as i gonna go out later. well, gonna buy a new phone later. my mum treat. and not using my hari raya money. how great is that. muahaha. XD so my hari raya money, how will i spend them you may ask. well, i gonna use it to go to the movie or go 'mini' shopping or even just save it for later purposes esp. if any of your friend's birthday is coming.
tommorrow, going out with the pri school friend again for hari raya but this time, my bro is not coming cause he's going to his class chalet. YEAH!
maybe watching kimmy soccer trainning on saturday if i got something new to wear and i'm not that tired to go. and i also going to watch harry potter on this monday.
thats it for now. ciaoz.
10:30 AM
hello. watsup my dearest peeps. just finish bathing after going to my friend's house for hari raya the whole day. went with my sec two kids, akasha and izan's gf. if you all know who she is then i shouldnt mention who. XD. my mind are asking me to lie on my bed right now. to feel the warmth and the coziness of it. oh gosh. for the sake of updating this, i should force my eyes to open it wide. well, text-ing shuk later to tell him something so personal that only him and raf should know about this. so sharina, please wake up for the sake of updating and text-ing.
well, tommorrow going school for PA. then got to wait for kimmy till around four plus. sigh. i've been having a headache since i went to haiqal's house. sigh. dont know what happen actually. never mind. hope it would just go away by tommorrow. hopefully.
been sleeping late these few days. oh gosh. i gonna have a panda eyes later. i hope i would not have them cause i know it wont look good on me. shall force myself to sleep earlier later.
gonna end here. gonna update my other blog. or should say my another online journal. i need to write something personal there and not here cause alot of people would know if i write here and no one would read it there. so happy searching my other journal. XD. so toodles.
2:15 PM
well, its been awhile since i've updated here. okay. okay. i know its my fault. i've been busy. busy with hari raya and coming back to school. blame it on my busy schedule that i was too tired to update. to those who havent saw me during this week, there's some changes on me. firstly, my fringe is much shorter. all the same length. no more of the "in trend" fringe. at least no one can say i'm a trend copier. =) and i pierced my ears as well. well, my looks now is more like a girl. an innocent girl indeed.
Tuesday [ 8 Nov]
went hari raya with my pri school peeps, nadia, huds, fadli, asyraf, rafidah, tursina, nabilah, elzuan, me and my bro. went home around mid-night. at around 12 plus. luckily, my mum doesnt scold nor nag at me for going home late. phew. have lots of fun when i'm with them. i'm just missed the old times we have. sigh. how i wish i could just go back to my primary school days. at least there were no stress. anyway, first house was nadia's then rafidah's friend house, hakeem's, huda's, elzuan's, rafidah's aunt hse, rafidah's hse, asyraf's, tursina's then mine was the last house. great. =) i have fun especially when we went to hakeem's house. *giggles* his maid cooked us a mini lasagna. WOW! it taste so darly nice. all of us were hungry by the time we reached his house. *giggles* slept around 1.30 am while texted asyraf then i dozed off to my wonderland. lalalalala`
Wednesday [ 9 Nov]
went back to school to know our result. sad that i get F&N. sigh. i would prefer D&T but with the folio that you needed do, i decided that i should just take F&N in the end. at least i would get to see my malay peeps, zubaidah, nabillah and nura is also there. at least i have some of my good friends there. well, i should just blame myself for the lousy grade i get. but what can i do now. nothing. i should just be happy that i get elective history and pure geog. at least i got a interest in them somehow. the sad thing is that how could my bro get a better subject when my overall result is better that his. he's lucky that he's a science geek or else he would land in the same fate as me. on 5 december then we get to know which class we going to for those who they put in 3e2/3e3. sigh. need to go back to school again. wasting my time only.
then after that, watched sky high with nura. the movie was nice. but not much to my expectation. i thought it would be more like adventure movie like spiderman and all but its more about the high school and what had happened. well, i wont give you all hints about the movie. you all must watched it then shared it with me. nura kept telling me that the "peace" guy is handsome. to me, he's just like okay until i saw him with his hair tied. omg. he's look kinda cool like that. can see his face more clearly this way. =)
Thursday [ 10 nov]
i went back to school for some PA discussion at one pm. waited for shuk and kenny. they reached school at about 6 pm. the in between time, i was in the library, reading magazine while hearing to wai twoo's mp3. shuk said that my hair looks like a small kid. and the stupid D. laughed at me. and also the G. DUMB!
Friday [ 11 nov]
my parents, my twin bro and i went to my aunt's house. went only two places. one at toa payoh and another one at bishan. nothing much. slept late yesterday again. i texted kimmy till 1.30 am. and he knew that i dozed off already when i didnt reply him back. sorry kimmy. maybe tonight, i text you again. i miss you so much. =X
thats all for today i guess. its too much words for this entry so have fun reading it. going to my another aunt house later at night with my family. so ciaoz peeps. take care.
3:00 AM
watsup peeps. change my skin again. hope you all like it. if you dont like the song that i put in my blog, you may click on the red cross button on your icon okay. =)
just reach home after going to my uncle's house which located like few blocks away from me. went only to his house as my family went there around 8 plus. when we reached there, my mum chatted for awhile with my aunt. and my mum wanted to go home around 9.35 pm. just a quick visit to his house as my mum, my bro & sister-in-law is working tommorrow.
going jalan raya with my primary school peeps. WOOHOO! even nabilah going. WEEWIT!! i'm confused as i dont know which baju kurung to wear. i got three colours. pink, purple and black. which one should i wear? i think i should wear the purple. because among these three, i love my purple more cause it costs more than the others. and it looks nice on me. *giggles*
its getting late, i gtg now. i need to have my beauty sleep. ciaoz.
3:00 PM
hello peeps. i didnt feel well since yesterday. OMG! my worst "illness" is back. well, i wont tell you peeps what kind of "illness" i'm having. only kimmy knows about this. its a secret between me and him. i would have this so often. tell me how great it is. its only been the third day of hari raya and i have this. oh god. sigh.
btw, i woke up from my sleep at around 6 am cause i was awake from a nighmare. ya. A NIGHMARE i say! scary. its a ghost story. dont bother telling you peeps how the story goes and how it ends. *toungues out*. then i slept back and awake again by some kind of adventure dream. i was awake when i was getting so nervous during the part where i could died so i quickly wake myself up before anything happens to me around 8 pm. *giggles*. strange. first time, i dreamt twice in a day. then around 10 plus, i went to sleep again. but this time, no dream for me. i'm tired okay and i was bored too even though its saturday. so now, i'm here to blog.
i'm having alot of "jalan raya" appointment with my peeps. this coming monday, i gonna meet fifi, fad, ina, nad, asy and huds to go "jalan raya". btw, they are my pri school peeps. WOOHOO! i know its gonna be fun with them around. then next monday, going "jalan raya" with my sec 2 gangs. hey, we told each other to wear black right. so all must wear black okay. *giggles*. then on wednesday, going "jalan raya" with suhair. but we havent confirm whether we going or not cause we havent ask anyone yet. surely i will have fun with everyone. YEEHAW!
ending here. wanna take my shower. *giggles* toodles.
7:00 AM
"Someday One Day"
Verse 1:
Day to day and each night I pray
That there's someone out there that's gonna melt my heart away
And take me to another place
From the lonlieness that's driving me insane
I get so cold summer feels like the winter
When I'm at home, all alone I just cry
I wish that I could just lie like I'm happy
But I can't hide this hurt inside
Chorus:
But I'll tell you someday I'm gonna find
A guy that's gonna change my life
And I tell you one day just wait and see
True love is waiting out there for me
[Verse 2:]
I'm like an open book just trying to turn the page
Feels like I'm trapped in a maze trying to find my way
Oh my heart's yearning for someone to call my own
And I don't wanna sing another sad love song again
I get so cold summer feels like the winter
when I'm at home, all alone, I jusr cry
I wish that I could just lie like I'm happy
But I can't hide this hurt inside
Chorus: x2
But I'll tell you someday I'm gonna find
A guy that's gonna change my life
And I tell you one day just wait and see
True love is waiting out there for me
Take me away, away
Far away, away
Take me away
So far away, away
Chorus:
But I'll tell you someday I'm gonna find
A guy that's gonna change my life
And I tell you one day just wait and see
True love is waiting out there for me
7:00 AM
hello peeps. just finish eating my ketupat and rendang. wake up at 9.00 am just now. hehe. today is HARI RAYA!!! woohoo. cant wait till my older siblings to come to my house and give me duit raya and i'm still waiting. XD
slept late last night. slept around 3 am. hehe. bake cornflakes cookies and banana cake. the cake was the one which i baked first as it is easier as i've done it in school once during home econ. hehe. and it turned out that nice. hehe. ate one piece of it just now to taste it. and it melts my mouth. exaggerating i know. haha. even my mum complimented me about the cake. well, i couldnt take all the credits. my mum help in too. thanks mum. but the cookies till now, still havent finish baking. as yesterday night as i was busily baking the cookies, i was the only person awake in my house and i saw everyone around me sleeping soundly, suddenly i feel like sleeping too. haha. and then i went to my bed and just dozed off to my wonderland. hehe. XD
went geylang again with my parents yesterday night to do some last minute shopping. bought the ingredients for my baking. bought myself a watch. i pierced my ears for the second time. OMG! it hurts when they pierced it. it hurts for at least 30 min. then the pain just go away. i felt odd when i pierced my ears as i'm so old for piercing. i mean i'm already FOURTEEN and went for piercing. imagine. how would you feel if you all were me. haha.
okay, i got to stop here. need to shower now. hehe. SELAMAT HARI RAYA TO MY MUSLIM PEEPS! HAVE A ENJOYABLE DAY TODAY AND THIS MONTH.
1:40 AM
sorry peeps that it've been 3 days since i update. those few days, i've been feeling tired and my computer was infected by some unknown viruses. but i got to thank to my dumb ass twin bro for fixing it or else i wont be here, typing some shit.
change my skin. designed by brokennsmiile. you peeps should try out some of skin. her skin rawks man. okay. okay. i know my blog is not some kind of advertisement. promoting some stuff to peeps. hehe. and btw i love this song so much. OMG! sung by christina milian, someday one day. it's nice. meaningful lyrics. relaxing tunes. oh gosh. started to get addicted this song.
went geylang again yesterday. bought my baju kurung again. 2 more days to hari raya. OMG! i cant wait for that. i know its gonna be so lively. its gonna be "meriah". but i know the first day of hari raya would be quite boring as i would stay at home all day, waiting for my cousin to visits my house. how boring it is. but the positive side is its the end of fasting too. but i got to repay back for 3 days due to some girl's issue. if you know what i mean. hehe.
friday was the last time, 2e2 would be together. i'm sad that i cant wash the class with you peeps. regretted to have duty for the consert. gonna miss you all. i mean some lah. not all. but just whatever with it. even though. we're not so close together like the 2e1, or that "united" as you can see and there's some rivary between some people in class, we still work with each other. but the most different about our class and other sec 2 classes is that we like sing along the class trips we have. while some of us are singing, the others would just "entertain" those songs that we sung. and they would be one or two people who will told us to shut up. remember those days. its gonna be the last time that i gonna hear those scary and strange voices singing. those out of tunes notes coming out. we will not be in the same class next year. i know we wouldnt. we will be separated from each other. the tight relationship we have now, its gonna be a loose thread with just a wave of hi and some bye. those bond we have now, wouldnt be as strong later. u can be sure of that. you gonna see those drifted apart thing.
and btw, i quite dissapointed with my result. i get 82 for level position. i dont mind not getting the mp3 that i wanted since i didnt make it to top 20 in class but not getting into e2, whats that all about. if i could get just 80 and below. the chances are higher. much higher. well, no use for being sad for all those things anymore. hari raya is coming. its time for me to celebrate now. to be happy. not to think so much about studies for now. =)
well, my speech is done. i gotta go now. ciaoz. peace out.
7:30 AM