1:03 PM
I'M BLOODY FED UP WITH MAHZUZ.. kept like critising me.. really cannot stand him.. want to act like very clever.. DUMBASS... YOU THINK I LIKE YOU IS IT?? YOUR FACE SUCKS.. JUST DON BOTHER TO CALL ME OR WHATSOEVER.. AARG.. actually he call me to ask whether we need to pass up tomorrow cause our homework assignment said that is due within the FIRST WEEK OF TERM 3 then i like keep telling him that i don know then he like say wah lao.. bloody ass.. he think i like know everything is it.. i also havent done my literature what.. IN THE FIRST PLACE, I'M NOT IN HIS CLASS.. how could i know.. FUCK OFF.. AAAAR.. yup.. now want to complete my literature.. so i guess i gotta go.. see ya tomorrow my dear classmates.. ciaoz..
10:25 AM
yup.. i'm still doing my literature.. left like 2 pages more to do.. i feel like sleeping but i cant.. i still got my english to do.. oh god.. i'm like having a headache.. 2 more days of skooling.. boring.. and 2 more days of being SINGLE-hood.. i donnoe whether i shud say wohoo for joy or haiz for sadness.. i'm confused.. realli confused.. and on that dae also is the 10 mth.. haiz.. oh god.. i don want to make the same mistake again.. i cannot be that strong anymore.. cannot stand to the pain.. don want to pretend about it.. i just wanna be real for just once in my life.. I STILL NEED YOU HERE!! i didnt tell you tis cuz i just cant.. no matter i try myself too.. why cant you see?? you're the only one i need.. i know you may think that i'm happy about this but i'm not actually.. sowie for everything that i've done.. don want to regret with alot of things.. i just want to let it go and forget about it.. just want it to left untouched.. unspoken.. unbroken.. it is better if i just let it go.. or its better if i just say whats on my mind.. haiz.. i think nothing that i say now could change what you think of me.. haiz.. wanna end here.. don want to talk about this anymore.. tata.. ciaoz.. muackz..
1:33 PM
yup.. i've done my malay and maths homework.. still got my english and literature homework left.. lazy to do the stupid literature.. and on this monday, literature is the 3rd period of the whole lesson.. oh geek.. i hate it.. spoils my mood on the first day of skool.. haiz.. gotta catch up more but i'm too lazy.. damn.. I'M SIAN TO DEATH AT HOME!! haiz.. wanna end here.. got nothing to write actually.. tata!!
6:53 AM
yup.. now then use the comp cause since just now, sharin keep using it.. yup.. meet him just now in the morning.. and i'm like keep quiet as if i was bored wen actually i like don know what to do.. hahahax.. suddenly i have the feeling that my feeling for him is like fading.. trying to treasure him but i cant.. haiz.. my life is like forever changing during june holiday.. oh ya.. just now, saw alwyn.. actually he's the one who saw me first and tapped on my shoulder.. i was like surprised like that.. and when i saw him, my mood like change.. its like suddenly i'm like excited.. maybe it been long that i've saw him... he like grown so tall.. hahahax.. my homework is like alot and i havent even finish all.. die.. left like 3 three days to actually complete them all.. haiz.. I HATE LITERATURE.. i have to do newsletter on animal farm.. what the fuck.. i never even do newsletter before in my life and you guys expect me to do.. huh? what is this? i'm confused.. and it is 25% of the end-of-the-year mark.. what the fuck.. haiz.. tomorrow really gotta doo catch up with most of my homework os else i sure died early.. hahahax.. wanna end here.. tired of writing this post.. so.. GUD NITE TO ALL THE PEEPS!! ciaoz..
12:05 PM
i just reach home.. suppossed to meet eeuu*... but something happen.. haiz.. today i got no mood.. eeuu* know what happen rite.. haiz.. sowie to keep you waiting for so LONG.. i really sowie.. i know you may thought that i don want to meet you but actually i wanted to see you so badly.. the bus-stop you ask me to meet you rite, my mum was there.. i cant let my mum see me cause she warned me not to go out today.. really regret not to see you cause i saw you at the ooposite bus-stop where you always took bus to go home but when i reach there, you took your bus already.. i was too late.. haiz.. what can i do.. i really feel so guilty.. feel like crying but i know i shud be strong.. since yesterday, i make you sad.. i always make the same mistake over and over again.. i better off being alone.. kept hurting people around me even if i don mean it.. people misjudge me.. thats why i always pretend to be someone that i'm really not.. haiz.. i gotta go.. no mood to blog.. wanna eat my lunch if i still have the appetite.. haiz.. bye..
4:08 AM
hello peeps.. came here to update again.. oh ya.. i've changed my blogskins already.. kinda like the skin cause the picture of a cartoon girl is so totally cute.. yup.. just now, went back to skool but i didnt saw *him.. strange.. waited for him like 1 hour and still he didnt show so i like gave up waiting for *him and hang out with arfah instead.. hahahax.. then saw jean.. and went home with her.. yup.. reach home about 1.40 pm.. yup.. quite late.. tomorrow going to mahzuz cousin, nasrul, skool going to watch him play soccer there.. yup.. sure find it quite boring.. yup.. gotta go cause wanna go toilet right now.. hahahax.. tata and gud evening..
8:40 AM
watsup dudes and dudettes.. I'M BACK!! yup.. today i cant sleep cause the weather is so freaking hot so decided to update here instead.. just now, mahzuz like call me then suddenly hang up on me.. wierd guy.. call me like in the middle of the night for no reason.. going to school tomorrow cause he* asked me too.. i'm like.. lazy to go but i got no choice.. kinda addicted to we belong together by mariah carey.. its like totally nice and so touching.. actually wanted to put the song in my blog but since azura put that song too, dont wanna copy her.. yup.. i being nice here.. hahahax.. mahzuz like call me again but this time, no more trying to be nice girl, i told him such a lame excuse and give him a sleepy, tired voice that i was about to go to sleep and i'm going out tomorrow with my family.. yup.. i don care anymore.. i'm like wonder why people find it entertainning to watch a soccer match, i mean its like so boring.. no offences to those who like to watch it.. i'm actually saying all these cause my 2nd bro is watching a live soccer match at the tebee.. its greece between japan.. and its like started 30 mins ago.. so boringg.. whatever about that.. finding a new skin for my blog aniwae.. putting a song called "over" by lindsay lohan.. yup.. thats about it.. gotta go.. see you guys soon.. bye..
3:36 PM