Saturday, September 29

RULES:
Each player of this game starts by giving 10 things about themselves.

1) no matter how many times we quarrel, i really love my boyfriend. yes, from all the guys i've ever be with before, i'm totally different now when i'm with him

2) i have this secret love with JT. yes, laugh about it if you want to. he is my US boyfriend who owns a jet. thats what i told everyone (:

3) my love for pop music has never change till now. yes, hilary duff is still a favourite.

4) ever since that day and because of her, i no longer be friendly to those that i hardly know. dont ask me who cause i wont bother telling.

5) i love all my girlfriends but i have a hard time, getting along to new ones and finding one that really comfortable with me. thats my reason for having lots of guyfriends and not for the sake of flirting.

6) i really really want to be taller. i mean when you see me in public, i doubt so you know that i'm sixteen. tell me how sad is that?

7) i despise those people who thinks guys are better than girls. you're just being self-denial. especially those who said this, "you cant do that because you're a girl". bloody. i feel like killing them instantly.

8) guys who has a strong jealousy and also childish, is a total turn off

9) i like to be the "knows-it-all" type of girl when it comes to gossips in school and family members.

10) dont bother telling me the truth if its gonna hurt me and change the situation entirely.

If Only You Know
12:45 PM

Friday, September 14

this is my 376 post and this will be last till november 7. o's coming in about a month more to go so yup, pray hard for me that i will do super well for them. and to all my friends taking either o's or n lvl, i wish you all the best of luck too.

recent update in my life:

prelim result suck. though somehow or another, i've improved but its just not good enough fo me to even enter poly. ):

i've changed my hp no. so yes, do ask me for them. ask either through friendster or msn, thank you people. dont forget to give me yours too, cause i lost all of them. ALL due to i lost my previous phone somewhere in the house. -_-"

i'm off to sleep now before going for the night studying later for a short while only for today. anyway, to all muslim, happy fasting (:

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2:52 PM

Wednesday, September 5

i've been a bad blogger. i dont have the time for blogging anymore. been busy going out with people either studying or just window shopping. expect this, when my O LVL is coming which is another 1 month and two weeks to come. oh crap.

today is our 3rd month. seriously, i kept forgetting about it but thanks to roy yesterday that he saying about today so yeah, i remembered it thank goodness. i'm such a bad girlfriend i admit. so the paragraph below meant for him.

i have never felt this way before. i'm being totally honest here. not awal, haiqal, sharin nor elfie ever get to see what i am right now. i bet you that they have been waiting for this part of me to come out and you're such a lucky guy to get it. however, i hope you wont dissapoint me. i can see that you're trying to become perfect boyfriend for me though your jealousy is like super high but you dont have to be as the only thing you should do is just to put a little more trust on me. i swear i gave you all my trust like even when i jealous, you dont even know that i am. forgive all my wrong-doings for this past months. no matter, lets keep this relationship going for long aite. && i sayang you (:

oh shit, i become so mushy. eeeeeeeeeeeeekkkkkkkkkk......

anw, yesterday was faiz birthday so happy birthday faiz. after so long, i guess you're waiting to be officially 16 right? HAHA! its been awhile since i met you, so yeah, should go out with you one day. good luck for your O's. hope you get into a poly with your ideal course. it is so funny that i have a crush on you, and you do too on me last time, but we just keep quiet about it. but whatever about it, its the past. hope you're happy with your life and go find a gf after O's.

i'm off. i'm thirsty. water anyone?

If Only You Know
9:00 PM

Saturday, September 1

Teachers' Day Celebration

enjoy the pictures below

it may take some time to load all of the pics

pics are all edited by me

teachers day was so-so in school. my class was supposed to have lessons but its either cancel by the teachers themselves or they didnt even come to our class at all. somehow, yesterday was such a waste of time to come to school but then, nearly the whole class took pictures of each other, even the coool gang join in the fun. i didnt have any of the whole class picture due to i was the one taking all of their pictures && happy teachers day to all teachers out there.

Study Date With Nisa

enjoy them people

it may take sometime to load our pics

edits on me

after the teachers' day celebration which at ended at 12.15pm, i was rushing to meet nisa at aljunied mrt. end up, shes the one who was late. -_-" its been awhile since i met her. we went esplanade library. it was super cold after only studying for 3 hours or so. i make a new friend frm nanyang girls high school or something like that. she's like so nice yet clever due to my first move to talk to her was to ask her on some maths question. HAHA! sadly, i forgot to ask her name. and there's like super hot guy at there, with me being thick-skinned, i'm like saying he's hot each time he walks beside me. i guess he heard it. (:

after that, i went bugis to meet my family there. bought another slipper again at roxy at raffles city. i wanna buy that DC hoodie. i so gonna aim it soooon.

overall for yesterday = fun!!!!

If Only You Know
11:00 AM