at last, its friday. a update from me after so long. i know you people miss me [:
i was supposed to follow byg today but then i was lazy. i went into a deep sleep instead like around 4 just now till like 6 plus. i know i am like dying to meet him as i miss him like so _____. some things, i just have to make sacrifices with. dont worry, i'll be meeting him tomorrow.
i'm addicted to "no work, all play" by hilary duff. i recommending you people to hear it. though i dont really like most of the songs in her current album but this one, really gets me to shake my butt and you know, i know. HAHA! i miss those times which was like 2-3 years back. pop music was the only thing i knew. i've keep changing myself, just to stay current. isnt everyone is?
the humidity in Singapore is outrageous. its like freaking hot even though, you just bath earlier. grrrrr. maybe that is one of the reason i dont even feel like going out anymore. but i cant live staying at home for the coming 3 days, rotting. boring!
anyway, this week was the first week of school after a such short holiday for me. i sit with kiwi in class. well, a change as i dont sit near the divas. i'm like in another side of the classroom. i just want to concentrate more in class. yes. i'm pushing myself more than i ever did to myself. due to this, i'll be off from here for now to complete most of assignment.
ciaoz people. more update tomorrow, i guess.
7:30 PM
yesterday outing was fun like shit. as you can see that i seriously enjoyed it due to the pictures below that i have posted earlier of the day today. i get to know one new friend [dier budak coooooooool lah cus dier beli cardigan. HAHA!] and she is so addicted to taking pictures. i have never noticed her in my whole life though we live around the same area and she does reminds me of dhiya [sharin's ex, twin bro]. anyway, we went to town to search for her cardigan then we went down to esplanade for the fireworks. the uncivilised person, fiza, brought along her sister. HAHA! my main reason of calling her that is, did you noticed at the second picture, she is doing something with her teeth. we were somewhere in a public department store and fyi, its not in the toilet. with me, being mean and IT'S my blog, i've posted that picture purposely. HAHA!
as i was spending my whole time with the girlfriends, i sort of didnt follow my actual plan which is to spend my time with byg yesterday. surprisingly, rasoool had to go off halfway and left him. sorry sweets. sorry that i didnt reply your text cus i thought he was there to accompany you for the whole day and you didnt even tell me that he had to go off. i know i'm like so ___. due to me being so ___, i got to wait till this coming saturday to meet him again. my bet. ]:
tomorrow, school starting. homework left alot to do and i have only done history and some questions on the mathematic worksheet i guess. i should do it now since i'm already bored in here. and btw, i wont update that much till friday so cioaz people. happy schooling tomorrow. NOT!
9:15 PM
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9:45 AM
i'm back after two days of not updating in here so HELLO [:
juline, sumedhaa and i went to catch Fantastic 4 during noon at cathay cineleisure just now. it have been 54641885414558 since we went out together. i find some parts of the movie funny, not as in "HAHA!" but just merely stupid. firstly, there's one scene where the silver surfer was left all alone in a room as the officers were taking a break. for goodness sake, isnt it so lame? anyone who has a common sense would put some guards to guard him incase he tried to escape but instead, all of the officers in the room with the guards too went off for a break. secondly, the victor guy was just a distraction of the whole movie cause his role is not important at all and he's not the bad villian when all of us thought he is. i guess they were trying to make some suspense here but the suspense doesnt turn out that well. ironically, the villian is not even human/super bad villian in the comic but stupidly was just a ______. but overall, its not that bad honestly. i enjoyed the show. the graphics is great. watch the movie to fill up the blank.
anyway, we were walking around orchard. from heeren to tangs then far east and then off to ps and went home. we eventually stopped searching for graduation night's dresses at far east cause we were tired of looking around. fyi; that white dress i saw, cost like $89. now you tell whether is it worth it to buy? seriously, i didnt know i gonna get that tired of just window shopping. we went to eat at BK at ps before heading home by bus.
i reached home at around 5.15pm due to sumedhaa having violin classes later on and juline is going to fetch her mum from the airport so yeah. mum was happy that i went home early today unlike i normally do. "ini baru cakap anak mak" -_-
i cant wait to watch harry potter especially that draco malfoy guy, HOT-NESS. hopefully he's in the movie still. in cinema on 12 july, a thursday and another 19 more days to opening. i calculated it all on my fingers, honest. my fingers can do wonders. HAHA!
"dont think about the past. move on. all it do is just wanting to hurt you" wow, for someone like patrick saying something like that, its like a miracle has just happen. yes. i was that bored just now till i watch spongebob square pants when i dislike watching it the first place just because i got nothing better else to do at home as i couldnt sleep though i am tired.
oh yes, i guess i'm having a slight fever ever since i got home and school is staring on monday now, i'm dreading to go to school. torture of having extra classes till 5 something every tuesday till thursday. GRRRRR!!
enough for now. i need to relax.
7:30 PM
1. Will it still matter if i told you that all i really want is just to be with you again?
2. Even if she replaced me in you life now, it wont be the same. Trust me, i can see it in her eyes that she's going to be that another girl who's gonna hurt you like all those did before me.
3. Those guys who has a list of pick up lines for girls are like those girls who flirts around with every guy, giving all those white lies away.
4. I know i'm not a good girlfriend but at least i've tried to be. And you told me that you're a good boyfriend when the fact is you dump me for someone prettier. How irony?
Credit myself. Not refering to anyone in particular. "Terasa eh? bluek."
7:00 PM
i'm bored at home, thats the reason i've blog again. but the great thing is that, i'm all alone. i've got nothing good to write so dont blame me cause i've not been going out since yesterday.
tomorrow, i'll be in school in the morning till noon, and i MAY go out after the retest so i may not blog. hey. i've been continously blog for the past four days, count yourself lucky mates.
byg is unhappy that i've kept blogging about my prevous bf. get this straight, i longer held any feelings towards him. he's no longer important in my life. the point of blogging about him yesterday was just to tell people how stupid can i be, to fall for someone like him then. anyway, i just merely wants our relationship or so to be confidential. try to understand aite, my dear.
&& oh yes, HAPPY 100 DAYS OF KNOWING YOU, SWEETS. HAPPY 2 WEEKS OF _______. i let you people to fill in the blank instead of me, telling it to the whole world. i'm nice, isnt it? bluek.
5:00 PM
Survey
1) Single, Taken, or Flirting?
HAHA! its for me to know, and for you to find out. but definitely not flirting anymore
2) Are you happy with where you are?
more than happy. exhilarated,elated,over-joyed and all those happy stuffs
3) When you meet the right person, do you fall fast?
not really. if i fall fast on that particular someone, 100% i am charm by his looks
4) Have you ever had your heartbroken?
who hasnt?
5) Do you believe that there are certain circumstances where cheating is ok?
yes cause i USED to cheat someone. HAHA! i done that due to some reason honestly
6) Would you ever take someone back if they cheated on you?
depends, and if he is serious about being together back
7) Have you talked about marriage with another person?
alot of times. i want to get married at the age of 27 but he wanted earlier. grrrrr
8) Do you want children?
obviously
9) How many?
2
10) Would you consider adoption?
not really
12) Do you want someone you can't have?
now? nope. i've gotten what i want and i'm blessed with it
13) Do you believe love at first sight exists?
i'm not sure. i'm still young. even if that happens to me, its just infactuation/crush
14) Do you believe in celebrating anniversaries?
yes
15) Do you believe that you can change for someone?
not really. even if you did change for someone, its not going to be entirely. its all depend on yourself whether you really wanna change for the better or just like it the way you are.
16) If you could get married anywhere, money's not an object, where would it be?
everywhere. around the world or even to some planets
17) Do you have feelings for someone right now?
yes, ALOT.
18)Have you ever wished you could have someone but you couldn't?
USED to. everyone is, isnt it?
19) Have you ever broken a heart?
HAHA! yeah, a few
20)Would you wait till the guy/girl make the first move?
not really. the only first move i would take is to just confess my feelings to that particular someone and thats all.
21) Would you ever fight somebody over your boyfriend/girlfriend?
nope. why bother?
22) What would you say about your ex?
he sucks. [:
11:15 AM
ive been blogging three days in a row. its a achievement after so long.
i didnt went for today's retest due to i'm tired and i woke up sort of late [i forced myself to wake up later. HAHA!]. then i think my form teacher gave me a call, asking whether i knew about the my chemistry retest and all, and he asked me whether i was sick. lyingly, i say a definite yes answer and he told me to get an MC so that i can do the retest when school reopen. i promised you guys that i will go to the wednesday's retest. i already gave up on my science long time ago.
my plans for today is to be at home for the whole day and study. hopefully, i will study my SS which i dont even know which essays will be coming out. grrrr. and also, do a one page on a piece of paper of all the maths formula. i have to force myself.
after so long of not posting any pictures here, i finally put it. we took it yesterday when i'm in her house. i sort of hate this pic though cause my face looks like, "i so gonna kill you later, camera" sort of thing. -_- i seriously dont know why she gave me this pic of all the pics we took yesterday. i gonna demand her better pictures when she is online later. oh yeah, she's in ngee ann poly, a second year student, taking the early childhood course [those who knows her, tag me aite].
i switched on my old phone back yesterday's morning and i saw all elmo's texst with those texts that i replied him back during that time [that time was when we just broke up]. ironically, i kept all those my sent texts which was around 50 plus instead of keeping his text. fyi; i read all of them for the one last time before finally, deleted them away.
me:"you know what, i seriously miss you."
him:"really? i miss you too."
me:"for your info, i still want that one guy who have hurt me so much recently even though byg have been treating me so good"
him:"and who is that one guy?"
me:"one day, i will tell you."
him:"but when is that one day?"
me:"i ensure you that, that one day will come and i tell you. you dont have to worry about it."
obviously, i was hinting to him that, that one guy was him. that text seriously make me giggled to myself. i was so ____ about my feelings to him. HAHA! old memories is old. dont blame me for being so ____. i like him then, what can i say?
my lunch time is now. i'll be back tomorrow i guess.
1:00 PM
Pick One Of Your Ex Boyfriends
The Basics: You and Your Ex
What is your name: reene
What was your ex's name: elfie
How did you meet: in school
When did you meet: last year i guess but i didnt really talk to him cause that time, i didnt know him till mid january this year when he asked for my number.
Officially: end of january.
What were your first thoughts: that guy is super cute, not bad XD
What/where was your first date: the first week of febrauary on a friday
How old were both of you: he is 16, i'm 16 soon
When did he/she meet your family: he havent met them yet
When did he/she meet your friends: he knew one of my girlfriend since last year
What did your friends think: they gave me the green light
How long into the relationship was your first argument: 28 days
What did you argue about: about some guy who asked me out
The fun stuff
Who flirted first: him
How did you know he/she was into you: his best friend told me if im not wrong
Did he/she use a pick-up line: nope
If so, what was it:-
What was the longest you had gone without seeing each other: 5-6 days i guess
Were you friends before dating: not at all
Do you like the same sports teams: nope, i'm not into his soccer stuffs
When did you meet his/her friends: i guess around march
How do you feel about his/her friends: they were alright
When you are both in the car, do you agree on the music: never been together in the car in the first place. even if there is, i will just listen to whatever he wishes to listen
Did you get nervous before the first date: not really
The Hardships
Have you been through anything really tough together: not really. even if there is, i dont remember it at all.
What?:-
Why did you feel it was/is important to work things out: cause i seriously liked him
Has he/she seen you cry: nope
Has he/she made you cry? How?: yeah. when he was NOT there for me and when we broke up.
Have you made him/her cry: nope
Why: i didnt want to hurt him or anything
What did you do to fix problems in your relationship: i will just let it be for a month to see how/where is my relationship is going before talking things through
The Ummm.... Personal Stuff
Who held hands first?: i guess its me
Where was the first kiss?: lips
Who kissed who first?: he
How did you feel after that first kiss?: speechless [:
Who made the first "big" move? definitely, him
How did you feel: all the happy and good feeling. HAHA!
Your Friends and Your Past Guy/Girl
Do any of your friends absolutely hate him/her?: my used to be guy-bestfriend. not hate, just disliked and i didnt know about it till he broke up with me
Why?: he just didnt trust that guy
Did you go on group dates?: never
Does your guy/girl consider any of your friends to be his or hers?: nope
Did any of your friends talk bad about your partner to you?: yes when we're about to break up. only my gfs that knew about our problem.
How do you respond?: i do not have any comment about it cause i was confused
Did your friends think affect your relationship?: not really.
Firsts together
Movie?: ghostrider, the first and the last movie together
Drink?: i dont drink at all. i'm not sure about him though.
Secret?: i will break your longest relationship
Promise?: i wont break up with you till you ask for it
Purchase?: none
All night talk session?: on chinese new year. mid of february.
There's a few How much do you REALLY Know? (About your ex...)
Birthday?: 23 January
Parent's names?: i only know his dad's name, aman
Pet's Names?: none
Favorite Song?: too many. but he frequently listen to my heart by acha and irwansyah. some indonesia song
Favorite color?: white definitely
Favorite Animal?: i dont know
Favorite TV Show?: if i'm not wrong, he do not watch much of tv
Favorite sports team?: i dont know
Favorite Movie?: same anwer as above
Where was he/she born?: in singapore
Where did he/she grow up?: here
Who is his/her best friend?: hatim
Worst Fear?: i dont know
Some relationship Randoms!
Is there anything you wish was different?: yes
What?: to know whether he was true to me when i was still with him
Would you have done anything differently up until now?: nah
Do you see you guys ever getting back together? nope and never
12:00 PM
an early post which means i'm currently bored and i will be out in the afternoon. i will be off to clementi with my parents to my uncle's place later cause there is some ceremony [kenduri, org putih ckp ape ah?] over his house. after so long of not meeting my cousins, i get to meet them at last. i shall ask them out one day. i guess after o lvl or something.
anyway, HAPPY BIRTHDAY NURA! sorry that i sent the text like 2-3 mins later after 12 midnight cause i was completely forgotten about the time. blamed on matin for asking me, doing a test about him and chatting with me on msn yesterday night. bluekk.
yesterday, i saw faiz nipon and yus. yes, YUS! that cute but sadly, flirtatious guy. that guy went bald like omg. he looks better with hair seriously. its been such a long time since i met him. i guess he is NS now due to the bald-ness.
&& i saw this white dress at far east like super nice. wanted to buy for graduation's night [i knows its a long way to go but who cares?]. sadly, byg told me, it is quite revealing as i will be going to grad night with aeris. as you know, aeris and i USED to have something going on between us so you know, i know. but its a promise that i have make with aeris about going together for grad way before i even know byg and i cant just break it like that. i still remembered what i said to him on the phone some time ago.
me: 'no matter what happens to us, you still have to go to grad night with me'
oh yes, i've been helping my mum with her kuih since an hour ago. i sort of looking forward to do them a week ago but when she asked for my help just now, i went like, "eeeerrrggggghhhh. what do you want?" sort of replying. guess i'm just lazy.
you know what, my weight suprised me recently cause i lost like around 4 kg. i'm so proud about it obviously. as after so long of not keeping track of my weight eversince last year [girls are just afraid of the weighing machine. HAHA!], i thought i have gain weight due to eating chocolate everytime i'm stressed. but that doesnt count, when my height still remains the same. gggrrrr. -_-
give me some luck on tomorrow's tests people. a definite answer, i still going to fail chemisty.
sadly, i have to go now. i have to help my mother AGAIN cause one of her kuih had ruined due to the bland taste so ciaoz.
12:00 PM
for a change, i will do something nice and blog for you people. its that great or what?
i have changed my layout yesterday into something more simpler. yes. just a simple one, it took me 9575468748 hours. thanks to bayang for his comment on my layout by saying its ugly. at least, i know how to make layouts, compared to you. HAHA! bluek.
oh yes, my study plans didnt go well as i planned it to earlier due to some last minute plans or changes that occurred along the way. next week is the last week of holiday and i'm back in school. darn it. which means i will have extra classes every tuesday till wednesday from 2.45-5 somthing. oh my god. seriously, i dont even feel this june as a holiday though i dont need to go to school in the morning and attending extra classes in the afternoon. fyi: retest is on monday[phy&chem] and wednesday[maths&ss] and i have not yet study them all. bloody ass. i'm dead.
tomorrow is nura birthday. HAPPY ADVANCED BIRTHDAY GIRL! "baru nak masuk sixteen kepe? =P present tanggung eh, currently broke lah. tak pe. present aku pun, kau tanggung pe last time. aku ingat tau. HAHA! wish you all the best in life. doesnt mean we're no longer best-friend, we cant be close anymore. you know the reason why aku tak mix with kau these days. its for your own good." anyway, i will be wishing her by texting later and tomorrow again in here if i blog.
i will be going out with bayang today. hey, safayafa rinfindufu afawakfak seh, takfak safabarfar nakfak jumfumpefe. its been 11 days since ________. ily, dearie [:
nothing more there is to say, i'm off from here.
1:30 PM
Star Profile: Taurus
Introduction
The Bull, as befits an Earth sign, is a grounded and devoted sort, but that shouldn't be construed as boring. Remember, that Bulls can charge! Taurus generally wants a harmonious and beautiful relationship, given as they are to a fondness for pretty things. Whether it's a sweet serenade or silky sheets, Taurus loves anything luxe and those who can bring that aspect into their lives. Does this make the Bull all style and no substance? Not really, since Taureans are both sentimental and romantic and possessed of a dogged determination which virtually assures that they will get what they want. Keeping the Bull feeling good is the best guarantee of a considerate lover, one which will work hard on a relationship filled with sensual pleasures.
Romance
Sweetness and light may be the best recipe for romance with the Bull. This is a sign which is oh-so-responsive to a wink and a smile and a tender touch, and if all this comes with roses and champagne, much the better. Material pleasures are important to Taureans, and they will create a den of delight sure to dazzle their lover. Seeing as how security and possessions are important to Taurus, a provider of these things will quickly make it to the top of their list. The reward? Undying loyalty and a kinship which is sure to please.
Relationships
The Bull is nothing if not committed and will make a wonderful partner for the right person. A slow and steady courtship is most pleasing to this sign, and Taurus will stay in the game until they get what they want. That kind of perseverance is sexy indeed, and many will be won over by this quality alone. An unfaithful partner is the kiss of death where the Bull is concerned, so cheaters need not apply. Taurus enjoys the one-on-one of a close relationship and the affection and intimacy which this provides. The Bull is also strong enough to be the power in a relationship, so a lover is well-served to practice the art of conciliation whenever necessary. If words don't work, go shopping, because Taurus loves finery and those which can provide them the baubles they love. The ideal Taurus soulmate has a platinum card and isn't afraid to use it.
Love
True and steady Taurus can appear a bit perfunctory on the outside, practical in that earthy sort of way. This, however, is only half the story. Deep inside is a smoldering lover waiting for the right cues. The Bull wants, and needs, to be safe and pampered, but will flourish if a lover can convince them to take a risk. When they do, watch out! The Bull can also be very focused in affairs of the heart, the risk being that possessiveness may step in. Consequently, monogamy with a certain degree of autonomy is the best balance for the Bull. Those born under this sign believe that love and sex go hand-in-hand, in that order, and that's that.
Sexuality
Taurus is one alluring package, thanks in part to their love of beautiful things. Those lucky enough to snare this lover will find that the best, amazingly, has been hidden from view! In private, the Bull is an intense partner and one quite happy to have sensual encounters go on all night along. The Energizer Bunny of the zodiac has arrived! These days and nights of play should be punctuated with conversation, fantasies, even a few edible treats, the better to create the perfect mood. Sex as a release from the more practical aspects of life is often all the Bull wants. If this play date can be scheduled for Taurus' beloved home, all the better, since comfort is always on the Bull's mind.
What a Taurus Needs
The Bull craves someone who is strong and practical, qualities they value in their own life. One who comes bearing gifts also wins, since Taurus is responsive to both material goods and sincere, heartfelt compliments. Making Taurus feel safe is also a smart strategy for their lover, for this approach will bring out the Bull's most sensual self. Think of the Bull as a rose waiting to be picked -- the lucky one will inhale the most intoxicating perfume. Beautiful people, as well as things, work as irresistible aphrodisiacs for those born under this sign. The Taurus lover is dependable and considerate, someone who wants to be in a beautiful world and wants that special someone to share it with. Anyone lucky enough to enter that world will find a sensual soul waiting to be nurtured and explored.
1:15 PM
Star Profile: Sagittarius
Introduction
The sign of the Archer rules the House of Philosophy, something which speaks volumes about these inquisitive, knowledge-seeking souls. Sagittarians are truth seekers, focused intensely on learning about their lover and exploring them more deeply. Truth be told, the Archer wants to explore everything deeply, so conversations in bed can run the gamut from religion to politics and which position is most comfortable. These versatile and charming folks enjoy taking a long drink from the cup of life, something which also makes them exceedingly flirtatious and great social animals. Sagittarian candor is only matched by the need for independence, a guileless raison d'etre which can be an aphrodisiac to many. The Archer loves a challenge, just the kind of thing which spices up their already hot love life.
Romance
The game of love is a straightahead affair for the Archer, one where the rules are laid down from the start. A good time is important to Sagittarians, so playful dates will be the right appetizer for this zesty lover. Those born under this sign are intuitive and as a result have a good sense of what, and who, they want. The one lucky enough to get in their sights is in for a wild time! Possibly the sexiest part of the game for the Archer is maintaining a sense of independence in the face of a blooming relationship -- there is nothing sexier for these folks. One possible exception might be honesty, which is often why a Sagittarian lover is also a best friend.
Relationships
Mental fireworks will surely fly in a relationship with the Archer, for nothing seems worthwhile without them. This eagerness to learn can make for one very curious lover. Sagittarians love the idea of a companion, a friend/partner who can share in their quest for truth and knowledge. This relationship will be active and spirited, filled with adventures to faraway lands as well as exotic fantasies in the bedroom. Traveling has never been more fun than with the Archer! This enthusiasm comes with a keen sense of loyalty for a deserving partner, but the Sagittarian's lover must be careful not to make the mistake of becoming boring or possessive. If so, they'll be vanquished from the lair (minor rifts, though, are gladly patched up in bed). The ideal Sagittarius soulmate is well-read on everything from Philosophy to Sex and not afraid to practice what they preach.
Love
Love is wonderful for many, but it's a bit of an enigma for the Archer. What, after all, is love? To libidinous Sagittarians, it's often sex, plain and simple. These straight-shooters want a partner who is a mental and physical equal, yet one who understands "love" on their terms. This means mutual independence and an ability for each partner to do, and be, exactly what they want. Love can be hard for the Archer, since a fear of intimacy often swirls around them. For this reason, a friendship first is often the best way to encourage a love relationship with these folks. If this can be achieved, it's splendor between the sheets.
Sexuality
The Archer is a Fire sign: 'nuff said, at least where sex is concerned. The initial Sagittarian response where sex is concerned is through physicality as opposed to emotion or practicality. The Archer is not shy, and like the half beast/half human that he/she represents, is quite the sexual animal. In other words, these folks are always ready! Sagittarians like to enjoy many an erotic experience, in keeping with their outgoing and sociable nature. Their great libido also lends itself best to an artistic and graceful lover, qualities they very much admire. Trying new things is also often on the Archer's mind, and when their lover says sex on the beach, they best not be referring to a fruity drink. The Sagittarian's thirst for knowledge is often quenched through straight talk in bed, a way to combine two of their favorite pleasures. Sagittarians can also grow to worship a worthy lover, a fitting response to this holiest of acts.
What a Sagittarius Needs
A true friend who can go toe-to-toe with the discerning Archer while not making any serious demands spells pure bliss as a partner. These independent souls also prize a lover who understands and embraces the value of alone time. Mental stimulation can be as exciting as the sexual kind for Sagittarians, and if conversation is honest and open, things will continue to develop and grow. An equal in the bedroom is also a delicious reward. Foreigners, or anyone fairly exotic, are often an irresistible lure to the Archer. The Sagittarius lover is a philosopher, wanderer and explorer who insists on living life to the fullest. The zest for adventure and quest for knowledge they possess will move many. Only independent folks need apply for this red-hot ride!
1:10 PM
sadly, i'm not in my best mood currently.
bloody thought that just come to me and messed me up entirely. i feel like i'm not such a good _____. seeing the way i treated you for the past few days, i feel like i'm _____ you. this is so unlike me. you cant even lead your own life without me being so _____ about you every minute. seriously, i feel i'm not giving you enough _____. with me being like this, just seeing it myself, i feel so ______. its even more worst for you cause you're the one who actually feeling it. i know you have your own life and your life doesnt only _____ on me but i dont know what came over me recently and i've changed so much till _________. what have happpened? i'm not even sure. all i can say is now i wanna change back to the old sharina and its better be quick or else you going to feel what i have felt two years ago.
i'm off. too much in mind now.
12:15 AM
yesterday was overall a alright day except for in the morning cause i saw ____ and noon, i saw fucked up guy. yes. how unlucky am i. i didnt even bother to say hi or somthing to both of them for the main reason, i dont want to.
____, dont let me start talking about this guy cause seriously, he was the third party and luckily, i manage to get rid of him before i lose someone else.
and also, fucked up guy gave a miss call yesterday night for no reason i guess. when i call him back and i've also texted him, asking who is this, neither he picked up my call nor reply my text. seriously, i deleted his number in my phone long time ago but i knew it was his number due to the number seems familiar. oh, come on. its already 6 months' old story. you dont mean a thing to me now. you're the one who left me, so just let me live my own life without you existing in it anymore. its better that way.
anyway, after A LONG TIME of not meeting bayang, finally i met him yesterday. and you know what, safayafa safayangfang afawakfak lefebihfih bafanyakfak sefekafarangfang. i know no one could get it with what i have just said. coooool.
&& also, my ear is fine back. YIPEE!
9:30 AM
i take this time to blog as often as i can.
yesterday, something surprising happened at 11.11pm. i didnt expected it. it shall remain a secret but i just love you [:
my right ear is aching since yesterday. yes, my ear. its not the whole ear though, its just the top part. imagine-able? the pain is unbearable and its like fhfjhgshughjshyguh aching. i cant even explain it in words how is the pain is and sadly, it comes and go.
oh yes, my ear-piece is spoilt AGAIN. eeeeerrrkk. i shall keep my pocket money for tomorrow and friday and ask for an extra 4 bucks from my mum to buy another ear-piece for myself on friday without her knowing. seriously, she will be mad at me again if she finds out about it cause i've been changing ear-piece like 4 times in 2 months.
thats all for today. good night people.
9:30 PM
hello people [:
i'm still in school, doing F&N and i left like two pages to go. HAHA! surfing the net in the meanwhile before going back doing on my supposed to do project.
happy 2 months single yesterday sharina.
i've been busy lately, going out and study-date with FRIENDS. and also, i've started talking to the divas recently. but i try pretty hard not to get so close with them like i used to be. seriously, its a personal problem. why should you know about it?
how about my love-life now? hmm. firstly, i'm not so enthusiastic of knowing/meeting new guys now. i mean more as a friend that is. and secondly, i love that guy. his name should remain as a secret in here for now [:
i'm done.
1:30 PM
just now was the F&N practical exam. it was alright overall i guess though the minute i stepped out of the kitchen, i was perspire-ing badly as though i have run 10 round around the school. okay. make it 5 cause 10 sounds so dramatic. i got no comment on the food cause its neither not that bad nor not that good. i was dissapointed with taste of the carrot cake especially i make just now cause it doesnt taste that good like the one i make earlier during the practice exam. wth. sorry to bayang. i know my food is like __________ and you came all the way from home, just to taste it. i promise you, i'll do a better one when we go picnic one day.
by the way, as i was walking home, suddenly a memory came back flashing on my mind and i remembered seeing his name and my name on his handphone. sadly, i still miss him ]:
i'm out. nothing to say.
8:45 PM