Wednesday, January 24
HARLOW (:
i'm in school due to e-learning. 3 days no school rocks but homework is piling up. like wth. hahas. going to yayat house later instead of tommorrow. hey. i gonna msg you later. make sure by the time i reach your house, you wake up already.
anw, happy birthday to ELMO yesterday. sorry i didnt bought you any present. it was so sweet of you to send me home. i'm so touched. hahas. honestly, i'm touched. i cant wait to go home later. i wanna call him cause i was supposed to call him yesterday night but i fall asleep. XD
i know i've been ignoring alot of guys who contacting me nowadays. firstly, i really got no time and secondly, i dont wish to contact too many people at one go cause i just wanna concentrate with one guy cause he's everything to me currently. =D
btw, my schedule planner is pack these days during the weekend. to those who wanna go out with me, tell me 2 weeks or 3 weeks in advance. i hate it if i got a plan and someone close to me, ask me out on that very same day and i have to say no. its as if i cant be there for them. sad isnt it?
i saw that fucked up guy last saturday. went out with nura and i have to see him. stupid. he sucks cause i'm happy with what i got. i cant believe i'm so naive to fall for that type of guy. nearly cried, while waiting for the train. he's totally not worth my time. would you be happy if you got to wait for an hour, just to meet him?
i gotta go.
the more i blog, the more i wont do my work.
If Only You Know
12:00 PM
Wednesday, January 17
"there's only 1 reason to be with you and 101 reasons to be without you"
i love that qoute that i wrote recently. :]
if you like me, tell me. cause if you do, honestly, i can fall for you. but not now cause i'm totally busy with my studies and everything that is happening in my life. i know you're shy but sometimes, its irritating when you just dont want to speak to me. i wont mention his name. find out yourself. =P
If Only You Know
1:14 PM
Friday, January 12
HARLOW =D i miss blogging pretty much. yeah. my computer is still out of order. like shit but whatever. hahas. my life is busy with studies currently which means no guys in my life. YEAH!!
i'm having F&N lesson which i was supposed to do the coursework. whatever. there's always tomorrow. hahas.
i gotta go. i'm bored here. i'm blogging here again if i have the time to.
If Only You Know
9:36 AM
Tuesday, January 2
whatsup dudes. yeah. i know i'm back but for just awhile only and its been awhile since i've updated here. yeah. yeah. you can say its been rotting.
tomorrow is the first day of school. oh. its not getting any better. gosh.
anyway, i'm truly happy that i've been single for the longest time ever. hahas. its achievement babe. i know it not that long but whatever. its my life. not yours. =P
i learnt alot when i'm single. guys just sucks honestly. i know those guys that know me would defend themselves when i say this. but if you did not do anything bad or treat me bad, you guys are not categorize under it. dont worry. due to that fuck up guy, i lost hope to find the right one. i know most of my friends will be laughing by now. but hey, its the truth. what the hell. i hate, just seeing myself when i'm with him then. he's just another "pencinta wanita" or easily say, a flirt. anyway, you peeps dont have to tag my board and console me or whatsoever cause i dont need your sympathy. i just need your encouragement to be single for long.
whatever it is, life goes on and i know more guys will be catching up in my life later so... YEAH! (:
If Only You Know
8:30 PM