"if he or she doesnt get how wonderful you are, why would you want him or her anyway"

i read it through a book that i'm reading currently. i'm not being in denial that i deserve someone better but it helps me to move on somehow. this is meant to those who just break up or get rejected by the one they love or the one they love doesnt feel the same way as you do towards them.

whatever the situation is, these three situation will lead you to depression, unpredictable moodswing and non stop crying.

when life gives you lemon, throw the lemon to the one that hurt you and you will feel better about it. trust me. XD

If Only You Know
12:30 PM

its all over. i admit that i've been talking about him alot lately especially to nura and kiwi. so sorry that both of you have to tolerate me. honestly, i lost my interest on guys and knowing them now due to that i no longer contacting nardi. i'm tired on widening my social circles by guys. i want to prove myself that i can change. whatever it takes, i will make an effort on it. i dont blame the break up on him. i deserve it and i blame myself for it. two guys, same mistake i make.

dont say thanks to me. if its not because of my sttuborness, this wont happen. i should say thanks to you cause when you're with me, you've been enduring the pain. i'm so sorry to hurt you that way and for being rude to you. i'm really glad that you still want to be friends with me. i dont want to lose you nor my friendship with the nipon gang so i've decided to put all that break up aside, for the friendship that is more worth it.

not forgetting, i've cut my hair short. i love my new hair. let me be obsess with it. its much better of thinking about the past.

things are better off this way.
none of us are going to get hurt.

If Only You Know
12:05 PM