suprise-suprise, i broke up with him last night and when i thought, i made a big mistake, right now, i think i really want it for real and badly. blame me for all i care. its nothing to do with other guys honestly. yesterday was the last straw and i thank you so much for that, i really do.

yes, its true that i prioritize my friends more than you do. cause you know why, i dont want to be like pathetic you to lose most of friends and they thought i was the one who didnt let you to be with them. irony isnt it? i have never neglected you eversince i started working. honestly, these past days, i didnt even contacted my friends that much, and you know it but why cant you be understanding for me to spend my time with my friends today when i got an off day? is there any wrong with that? yes, we didnt spend that much time recently and we can make up for it today but we talked on the phone every night and you picked me up from work. at least, i see you like twice a week. but my friends? its like twice or thrice per month. yes, that is so lame. no wonder MANY girls cant stand you. you're so controlling and you say you're not? you must be kidding me.

its my fault that i kept finding faults with you and get easily irritated by you. you know how many times i endure them and i willing to give you time after time chances but i think you took that for granted. you told me that i can never found someone like you back then. oh come on, i've found two guys like you before i even met you and why cant i find them after you? at least, they are not dirty-minded as you are. now, i spilled the beans uh? this is my secret, all this while, i've treated you this good OR bad OR so-so (you choose) based on how you have treated me but a little worse. this is reality, you get what you deserve. you think i'm cruel? see those previous girlfriends OR dates OR whoever girls you used to go out to? how bad were they to you compare to mine?

for your info, you're going to be ALONE again on your birthday which is next week. i no longer care nor gonna give you any sympathy for that. no swensen's on my first pay-day. YESSSSSSSSSAAAAAAA, duit aku save (: && with that, i bid this relationship a goodbye and hello singlehood!

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