Sunday, November 18
dear ______,
it's always my fault, isnt it? aku tak buat aper-aper pun aku jugak yang salah. sharin yang buat, semua aku. main tuduh per. nabei. tak kelakar lah sial. nasib mak tak der cause confirm she comfort me dan sedarkan aku yang aku being rude. serious ah, pagi2 jer dah nak buat aku bingit. biler aku cakap, sharin yang buat, terus salahkan aku lain benda. call me rude, i dont fucking care. sape boleh layan lah sial. you're lucky that you're my ____ kalau tak aku dah lama ah letak kau kat hate list aku tho somehow or another, i actually dont like you. aku try not to hate you cause you're my ____ tapi ade jer kau nak cari pasal, macam maner anak-anak kau semua prefer mak. attitude dah macm sial, nak tegur orang punyer. at least somehow or another, i didnt dissapoint you like what sharin did. dah isap rokok, satu case then pelajaran dier. kau maner kesah in the first place and end up, mak jer yang worry. kau bobual jer per, tak pernah buat then suruh mak buat untuk kau. sedap jer. lucky you, kau dapat mak lepas tu dier boleh tahan kau. kalau aku mak, dah lama aku cerai kan kau. serious eh, sometimes aku malu dapat ____ macam kau. dah tak penting kan ugama, mak jer yang sorang trying to force everyone. she needs your help about this, bukan kau tahu anything. umur dah __, maseh tak nak taubat per. nanti esok-esok mati, susah kan diri, dah kenaper. dalam senyap, aku nangis pasal nie. kau bukan tahu. memang aku suka jawab balek, its because kau rude kat aku. assume everything that is not right in the house on me. if only i was daring enough to run away from home like what abang fathil did last time and in the first place, he ran away from home cause of you. masa-masa macam gini lah, aku nak mak aku ader with me tapi dier keje ): yours sincerely,
your daughter.
If Only You Know
12:45 PM