its been four days since i've updated in here. bayang kept pestering me to update my blog but then, i was just plain lazy to do so till today morning that is. so let me recount what did i do/go for the past three days.

wednesday
i was supposed to have the ava bbq thing but then i didnt manage to go. i was already at ECP but then as bayang was there also and our relationship werent that good the previous days, i took this chance to spent my whole time with him, instead of going the bbq. i felt real bad seriously cause fazrin and ashik saw me there. but its alright, its not as if, i'll be going DC or something on monday so whatever about it. i ignored those guilty-guitly feeling the whole time.

thursday
i went town with my older brother, with byg tagging along. HAHA! seriously, this is my first time and the feeling is, oh my god, scary. i'm like scaring him to make him panicked when the actual fact is, i'm really nervous. overall, its still alright i guess but i so not gonna bring him anymore, to meet up with my family members, i feel so shy. end up, my brother bought only a brand new phone instead of his plan to buy shoes, clothes and etc. then we make our way to meet up with byg's friends and off, we go to cityhall. the night comes, watched the fireworks together (: we went home early due to he had to rush home. you dont have to feel guitly about ruining our plan when its something that you didnt expect to happen at the very last minute aite? even though the thought of me hanging out with either kimmy, faiz or roy ever came across my mind during that moment of time, but i dont feel nice just letting him go home all alone when he's not in his mood. how nice can i be i? i know.


ANYWAY, HAPPY 42th BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE

friday
i went bugis to study with roy and rafi. i didnt manage to finish the chemistry homework nor my physics homework due to i'm sort of hungry and my fingers were numb of the coldness that i couldnt ever write nicely. seriously roy, dont never bring rafi along next time. you're so not going to study with him around. anyway, i knew that going to happen when you told me you bringing him. but i dont feel nice, if i said i mind you bringing him along. studied for 3 hours then i met up with byg around there. we went BK then bought my slippers at last at m]phosis. that slippers is preetay (: by the time 7 plus, we reached pasir ris park. we talked about alot of stuff. yeah, i mean ALOT.

i promised i wont do the same thing that i did when i was with elfie. i so not going to betray you. i'm sorry that i'm still going out with the other guys but its all for the STUDY. why should i do all that to hurt you when you're the only one i love (:

today
supposedly i have plans to study with kimmy today. but i'm not sure whether its confirm. i texted him, but no reply. *pray hard that this plan wont get cancelled* if it is, i got no plan, and i have to panic and find another person to study with. bloody ass. i hate it when this happen. GRRRRRR!!!

off i go. i going to eat my breakfast. enjoy your day, people [:

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10:30 AM