i'm seriously bored at home. i wanted to go out actually with ANYONE will do but i'm just plain lazy and where can i go with singapore being small and i've already went most part of singapore that i can go to. this is pathetic, i know.

anyway, happy two months, love. i know we've gone through alot especially the last few weeks that we nearly break off but eventually, we didnt. luckily that is. i love you more than ever seriously. if i dont, you will see me knowing some guys in the net which i dont do it anymore. i know there's a time where i have really dissapointed you so much and even broke the trust that you had in me and i'm truly sorry about it. it wont happen again, i try. we have this special thingy going on, so dont worry about me giving up on you cause i wont. even if i will, it wont come any soon now. like what i have promise you, i gonna break your longest relationship record. that is something you have to look out for. i sayang you (:

yesterday, went baybeats with byg. saw tons of people i know. from rudy, tursina, hidayat, hanif, shafiq, firdaus and some, i dont remember. and on the way to cityhall mrt to go home, i saw shahrul. *pray hard, he didnt saw me* i just despise seeing him, seeing him make me realised all over again my mistake i did to him and byg. that suck pretty bad. overall, yesterday was alright i guess, but too many people, headache. i managed to study for about 2 hours in esplanade library before going to baybeats. somehow, i feel guilty of not studying entirely yesterday ):

fyi: IF i'm still in relationship with haiqal today, it would be our 2nd year anniversary already. HAHA! macam faham aje aku nie. thats lame to remember such stuff anymore but i cant help it. its in me since eons ago.

8 more days to malay O LVL results
12 more days to O LVL english oral
17 more days to prelim exam
76 more days to O LVL exam
so have everyone prepare for it?

whatever it is, i'm still waiting for 11.11 pm to give bayang a greatest wish (:

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