sadly, i'm not in my best mood currently.

bloody thought that just come to me and messed me up entirely. i feel like i'm not such a good _____. seeing the way i treated you for the past few days, i feel like i'm _____ you. this is so unlike me. you cant even lead your own life without me being so _____ about you every minute. seriously, i feel i'm not giving you enough _____. with me being like this, just seeing it myself, i feel so ______. its even more worst for you cause you're the one who actually feeling it. i know you have your own life and your life doesnt only _____ on me but i dont know what came over me recently and i've changed so much till _________. what have happpened? i'm not even sure. all i can say is now i wanna change back to the old sharina and its better be quick or else you going to feel what i have felt two years ago.

i'm off. too much in mind now.

If Only You Know
12:15 AM