good noon people. i'm back again as i need to over-flow my thoughts for today.

yesterday incident make me realised something. something that i think wont happen to me again after my recent break-up with elmo. yes. i seriously like a guy all this while without knowing which is after so long, i've been denying to myself that 1) i'm not good enough for him, 2) he's too good for me and 3) i want to be single so that i can date ALOT of guys without having any worries. i've kept hurting him over and over again, which is the worst one was yesterday and now i'm afraid to lose him. i was stupid then that i didnt try to appreciate him nor even coming close to treasuring him but now i do so yeah, i love you [:

anyway, maybe i'm going out today to shop though i'm broke and i'm still figuring it out who to ask along. i cant go out with any other guy cause i know i gonna break someone's heart but thats the only choice i got. i hope he doesnt mind with it again. bear with me sweetheart aite.

i'm off from here. i havent eat my breakfast & lunch yet. toodles people.

If Only You Know
1:30 PM