i had a sudden last minute plan for just now. yes. i went out with bayang-bayang again. we went to orchard, just walking around. just reached there and i have to see this girl who i hate the most in school. ask me personally whats her name. i just dont wish to mention it. anyway, i saw mable and her friend at heeren then saw alwyn with his girl on the way to cine. both people asked me the same question, "is that your boyfriend?" tsk. tsk. *shakes head*

then went esplanade, meet up with rasul and azhar. i saw al-hafiz, my pri sch mate. i managed to talk to him for awhile and he took my number for contact. i saw asri again, didnt want to talk to him. like as if i really bother about him int the first place.

i lied to my mum that i going out with my girlfriend but sadly, she finds out that i went out with a guy when bayang-bayang called me, to tell me that he just went out from his house. she was using the phone when bayang-bayang called my house number as my phone has a second line. this is what she said after i put down the phone. fyi; the conversation was in malay.

mum: "as if you going out with your girlfriend. confirm going out with a guy one."
me: "no. with my girlfriend lah."
mum: "then just now, who called? gay ah?"
me: "ya. ya. my gay-friend called."

to me, it was super hilarious. luckily she doesnt scold me or ground me or something. i love my mum lots[:

anyway, elmo contacted me back yesterday. he somehow, asked for a patch indirectly. we stopped texted each other at around 6pm just now. i still keep his messages to show to the divas on monday. i'm confused with everything he said. it just doesnt make sense. seriously, when i can stop believe-ing his lies?

If Only You Know
11:15 PM