its my 323 post today. how time flies and its already the last week of april 2007. YIPEE! may is up soon [:

you know what. after reading my past posts over and over again for this month, i seriously wanna have more control of myself especially when it comes to elmo. maybe later or something, i will message him the truth. about me, not wanting him to contact me back anymore for now and how i feel about him, doing all that. if i dont do it now, i dont know when i'm going to do it. yes. it is harsh for him but i need my own space for myself/to forget all about him/to concentrate more on my studies. and also, he seriously deserve that after he had put me through. i'm being too kind, letting him wasting my time over him where i know its no use and we will never be together anymore. trust me. i no longer have any feelings towards him.

i know i'm supposed to study but computer are my temptation. so far, what i did is that i've digged my sec 3 physics and pure geography files back for studying for the mid-year and organised the worksheet there. i've also done a physics sec 3 revision worksheet. hopefully, by 8pm, i'm off from here and continue, doing my F&N notes. currently, i'm lack of potential for duo/groupies studying with me, anyone?

thats all for today. happy-happy people (;

If Only You Know
7:15 PM