i just got back from boat quay with bayang-bayang. we went to chill there. yeah. today wasnt that peaceful that he wanted it to be, compared to last week. i guess today is a public holiday so tourists and the locals are going out.

before that, we went to bugis juction, there i saw hatim and delphine again XD hatim was like smiling at me when he saw me. i have the feeling that he gonna tell elmo about it. oh who cares. and delphine thought that bayang-bayang is my boyfriend due to he was standing so close to me. hey. fyi; now, i'm putting aside my interest of finding a boyfriend. theres always time for that later on especially after o levels.

yes faiz. i'm keeping my word in our promise that i should remain single till o level ended. i'll try.

he broke up with me due to he wanted more freedom, yes, that was what irfhan told me. you tell me, since when did i restricted his freedom? i was that frustrated at him since yesterday but luckily today, my anger managed to cool down somehow or another. he is just making up excuses. such a liar. it is much more easier to say that you just wanna flirt around with other girls and you dont want to be commited to one. you dont have to sound as if i'm the one at fault here. but the irony thing is that i pretty much miss talking to him and how i wish we were still together and were so happy being with each other company's like how we were 2 months ago. why all this have to happen so fast in a blink of an eye.

i have to go
my bed time now

If Only You Know
11:15 PM