my plans for today is cancelled due to i have to babysit my nephew. yes. this is the problem i face always on every saturday especially. but its alright i guess cause i'll be going out tomorrow instead.

shafiq, we havent confirm about our date tommorrow. somehow or another, i dont feel like going though i know he is going to treat me with the food. but i wanna meet my bayang-bayang too. you tell me how now?

yesterday, was super hilarious to think about it. i get so _____. that was the first time i actually show my _____ out to any guy. sorry yeah. i'm just not used of seeing you, texting other girls && i have gotten over it so now you can do it publicly and infront of me. i wont mind due to our deal we have make. i must be fair.

around 4 just now, elmo called. i seriously thought it was faiz due to i didnt reply his messages earlier. we talked for about half an hour then he have to go. i really didnt want to talk to him, but since i've already said a happy hello, i have no other choice but to just talk to him. he kept asking me why didnt i have a boyfriend since we broke up && i replied, i'm just not ready for another one. i guess he thought i would answered that i still cant forget him or something like that due to that was what i told his bestfriend a few days before i knew elmo has/had a girlfriend when his bestfriend asked me to be his girlfriend. fyi: elmo told me that the girl has already dumped him as they were having some problems which i dont even care to know and in the first place, as if i still naively believe him.

off i go. nothing much to say.

If Only You Know
6:30 PM