its friday at last. been waiting for friday since ever. i've been busy with school and found out some latest news about my ex boyfriend on wednesday. yes. that moronic, idiotic, dumbass, fuck off elmo. i seriously despised him for giving me hope again. what the hell.

TO HIM;
you know what, i dont think i want to be your friend. i want us to be like what when we were last year. you dont know me and i dont know you. yes. lets be stranger again. its way better than to admit that i know you even. i regretted being a fool. someone who make those sacrifices for you. believing your lies and yes, i stupidly believe everything you said. you have a girlfriend the next day after you broke up with me. yes. a geylang methodist, sec two girl name huda. and just last friday, you said all those words to have me back and nearly, make me change my mind about being single and give us another try. i dont mind that you have a girlfriend, but why must you said all that? those stuff you said that you still love me and miss me when you know that i havent got over you yet? why, tell me, why? you seriously dissapointed me so much. you deserve the way i treated you in the morning, when you were talking to me. i'm not going to be that nice and why should i?, after what you have done to me. i hate seeing you, that is the reason i dont even wish to talk to you. dont come and find me back. i'm not gonna be there for you this time around. i'll walk away from your life so that i will have nothing to do with you && you will have nothing to do with me anymore. i'm not gonna go back on my words now. hopefully, that two-timer girlfriend of yours will change and will give you the happiness that you want.

at last, my thoughts are cleared about this.

i'm going out to meet bayang-bayang later. sorry sweetheart that i cant make it to meet you outside your school just now. so sorry. forgive me, will you?

happy birthday to haiqal today, caide, on the 12th and jordan on the 15th. all of them used to be my someone special. this is so coincident. XD

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