i went out again with bayang-bayang without doing any homework. yeah. oh who cares. i have fun, went out with him just now especially with the 1 min && 2 min stuff that we done when we're together. shessshhh. its a secret between us and no one else should know.

sorry for whatever things i said just now when we are on the way home. i know somehow or another, i may hurt you but i really hate confrontation especially when i'm in my happy mood. you're really special to me. seriously. you mean alot to me && i treasure you.

the facts that i dont want to be in relationship;

firstly because like what i said, i wanna know you more
secondly, i just broke up with elmo recently.
thirdly, i wanna take things slow. i dont wish to rush into things
fourthly, i just wanna keep my options open to guys that i'm interested in knowing
fifthly, i am just scared that i will make the same mistake i did in the past
lastly, as i have promised faiz, i wont be in relationship till after o level

yesterday, went out to meet roy iryan and friends. he is not that bad seriously. yeah. a very nonsensical yet nice guy. he keep on showing his moves everywhere he goes, just because he goes clubbing. what the heck.

anyway, i'll be going out to meet anis tomorrow with nura too. go chill at esplanade or something. i'm not sure. honestly, i dont wish to go cause i'm lazy too but i got no other choice.

i gotta go now.
school starting again tommorrow.

If Only You Know
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