i've not been feeling well since on the way home
&& adding in with my personal problems i'm facing
yes. i seriously not myself the whole day

i went out to meet bayang-bayang just now
&& nura followed us too
i did enjoyed myself when i'm with all of them
though my moodswings was up on the air

anyway, tommorow is our 2th month
right now, i'm not even sure
i should be happy or dissapointed about it

he didnt even contact me the whole day
nor he didnt even tried.
i'm tired of being the one
to do all the "work" in the relationship
the first one to call him. the first one who texted him.
the first one who is always making plan

stop running further and further away from me
&& playing hard isnt getting me any nearer to you
i wont bother chasing after you
when you have run so far away from me
whats the point of doing all that
when i'm already your girlfriend

i'm seriously not letting this go.
i know i deserve someone better
but somehow and something make me think otherwise
whatever it is, i'm still waiting for 1.39am [:

If Only You Know
11:15 PM