holidays are boring. i've been staying at home all day since yesterday and rot. even if i'm out, i cant even stay too late or else that guy gonna start his nagging and blah. blah. blah. eeeerkkk. even my mum cant stand him. what do you expect from me? patience is what i really need. i may go out this weekend again. i see how it goes first. i hate telling my parents when i'm going out. i just feel like there's no privacy for me.

homeworks and assignments, i havent completed them yet. still have lots to do. in the first place, just by the looks of it, i have already lost interest to do them. XD

honestly, day by day, my insecurities towards us grows. i dont want to further details about this here nor anyone yet. no words can explain my feelings. it would just make things worst for us if i explain. trust me, you wont get any answer from me even if you force me to. all i can do now, let silent kills it.

he's so confusing,
some of the things he says
to me make me believe that
he really does like me,
and then some other things he says
make me believe that
i'm just a girl that never crosses his mind.

**how true ):

boredom.
good night.

If Only You Know
10:45 PM