i hate it...
when i started to reminisce about the past
i know i should have move on with my life
i know i just make things more complicating.

i hate it...
when someone have their hopes on me too high
where i know i cant achieve them.
its not that i got no confidence on myself
i just dont want to make them dissapointed.

i hate it...
when someone expect me to change so fast
give me some time for me to change on my own
cause i just need to adapt to new things.

i hate it...
when i give a great impact on someone's life
where i have make their dreams come true
and i would just leave them all alone.

i'm sorry to those people
who i've given them such a hard life
where i have dissapoint them in the end.
i'm truly sorry about it.

no matter what, i still love my sweetie (:

*thanks yayat for the present*
4 more days to go for my special day.
2 more days to the end of exam.

If Only You Know
1:40 PM