**whats wrong with me yesterday?

sorry to those people who i've shown my bad attitude towards to. i wasnt myself yesterday night. i cant imagined that i actually cried over it after i've seen something. how stupid can i be. i should be happy with myself and with what i've got. i shoud be happy for him also. why should i be dissapointed when he doesnt mention my name when i thought he would? i give up. i dont know why i kept on waiting. i dont wanna care about it anymore since he doesnt even think about this. i just wasted my time and concern over this matter.

sweetie, call me later alright? to tell me about the details. sorry about this last minute planning. and yeah. i do miss you.

btw happy birthday to syukri yesterday. sorry that i didnt texted you. but i asked haiqal to do that yesterday on my behalf though. hope you have received it. happy birthday to hidayat today. be happy always alright. though your "first love" doesnt accept you, doesnt mean you have to give up with other girls around you, you know. XD

it's so weird, you know?
how we always inevitably find ourselves
wanting to run back
to the ones we used to love,
for some reason thinking
it would work out differently
the second time around ):

i'm off.
breakfast ready.

If Only You Know
10:30 AM