ever since yesterday night scenario that had happened in my house, i really despise my dad to the max. i cry myself to sleep somehow. just because i lied to him on what time that i would be back home, hes not happy with me. fucked up lah. whose child on earth havent lie to their parents before, you tell me? he didnt even give me the chance to speak out then called me and talked to me rudely, like threatening me somehow. who can take it? my twin bro, he doesnt say anything about it. just because i'm a girl and he's a guy. BULLSHIT OKAY! my bro even took up smoking, he goes out with his gf every weekend, he got the bad attitude in school with teachers and he failed 5 subjects for common test. does he know all about it? fucked up lah. i got limit for my toleration. shit. talking about this, im crying again. fucked up lah.

i really cannot tolerate my dad. i dont want to cry over some unreasonable men who doesnt know how to appreciate women.

anyway, i went home around 11.30 yesterday night. went out with my darnly sweetie. and yeah! he really make my day. met up with him at around 5pm. sorry that i'm late dear. then we walked around marina there till 6.30. bought some food from macd and mrs fields. hope you find it nice kay. then make our way to esplanade rooftop and he took some pictures when we're there and we just chilling out till 7 plus and went to the nearest park at the esplanade. omg. the atmosphere there was so great. so we decided to chill there till around 10.45 then went straight home.

my love for him is real. dont judge me for my mistakes in my past relationships. those were the days where i didnt treasure those who loves me and those i really loves. i want to make this relationship lasts longer than any relationships that i ever had. i want to proof to others and myself that i really have change. i just cant bear to let go of my true love again. cause by then, i have to suffered the same thing twice.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO JORDAN (:
find a gf soon okay. XD

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