silence surrounds me now. i'm all alone at home. all i could hear is the melody of my favourite slow song. it relaxes me more after a long day of school. it is as though i am lying on my bed, while thinking about him and nothing would disturb me.



i know i'm talking craps right now. as usual, school is BORING. nothing so special happen today. nothing bad happen to me either. but i just realized it today that the greatest thing is that i am well known among the teachers that teaches me. sharina here, sharina there. i'm surprised that they even remember my name. okay. i truly appreciate them :)



went home with haris just now. let me get this straight to those who does not know me well enough. he's just a friend of mine. i admit he still likes me till now but i dont have any feelings towards him. it have been 3 years now and my feelings towards him have never change. i do not have and will not have, any feelings towards him.



btw overall, i failed my maths, combined science and humanities. oh great. i failed 3 subjects. but at least, i did better than my brother. okay. but still, i'm not satisfied with it. fine. fine. nothing that i do now can change those marks.



off to bed. i'm tired. toodles'

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