i just hate relationships.



boy meets girl.
they fall in love.
they spent equality time together.
and live happily ever after.



nonsense.
they are just craps.
bullshit.



i'm not perfect.
i've been deeply hurt once.
i cannot live my life the same way as i used to be.
you wont understand the hurt i went through.
you have never felt the pain when the person you love the most leaves you.
and i cant never love someone like i used to be.
i've experienced the worst of life at a such young age.
i never believe everything has a good ending.
ever since that day, i'm more prepared with negative thoughts in my mind.



all you wish is to be with me.
but we may not last long thats what i feel.
and i know those things hurt you deep inside.
but i rather make you see the real world, the realities of life.
than just see the world with only your thoughts and beliefs.



it have been 5 months since that day ):

If Only You Know
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