i miss blogging so much. been awhile since i've updated here. well, all the blame goes to sharin who didnt give me the chance to use the computer during weekdays except for friday which he would goes out with his gf. btw my exams are still going on till tuesday. so far, all my the exams paper are difficult. gonna fail alot of subjects most probably. even if i pass, i would just get bottom line marks. darn. my efforts = none.

honestly, i got nothing much to blog. i'm just bored sitting at home. all alone with my cat.

sunday, going out with my sweetie again. gosh. i miss him much. cant wait for it.

by the way, i'm changing myself up due to some personal reasons. denes hate it and WAY prefer my old self more. and so do, most of my friends. but because of my sweetie, i dont mind changing so much till he's happy with it. i know that i cant make people change me and he should accept me for who i am but my bad habits have become a problem to alot of people esp to some of my ex bf for a long time but i never take into consideration of changing cause i know i'm used of being that way and it will be hard for me to change that part of me.

the list of things that i've change during this week:

1) no more of hitting guys
2) not hanging out with guys that much
3) be more like a girl
4) never get angry for what people said or criticize about me
5) say thank you or praise them back when someone compliment me
6) repeat what i said when someone doesnt hear clearly on what i said
7) relax myself up

dont believe me. try talking to me or ask anyone around who have hang out with me these few days. they would notice a change about me somehow or another.

thats all for today. toodles`

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