school great but my day sucks today. and give a round of applause to someone. *claps* *claps* all my mood ruins because of him. fuck. he just sucks. irritating fellow who is still childish. grow up for once. gosh. EEUKKK!!

WHATEVER!

well, i dont want my mood affect for my daily blogging, just because of him. the sight of him, makes me wanna hate him even more now. HATED!!

anyway, i have some kind of "crush" on a graduating student. i'm not telling who. *evi laugh* well, its more like admiration cause i find him cute even though i've seen him like for 3 years and for once, i really take notice on him. and why its gotta be this year when he gonna graduate. what the heck. i only admire him without any of my feelings involved. so what word i can actually use to say about this situation? maybe just my hormones playing up on me. LOL! what the heck i'm talking about.

i know admiration can lead to love. but please. i admit i may be desparate for a guy's company but love, WOW! thats a big word. i'm afraid of commitment. by the way, i'm still fourteen going fifteen. i got time to catch up with that kind of stuff when i'm old enough to be ready into it.

i'm talking craps. nothing much to say i guess. toodles.

If Only You Know
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