i miss you
do you know that, do you even care about it
i miss your smiles that you gave me
that could make me smile for hours even if my day went wrong
i miss having you beside me
that make me secure whenever you're with me
i miss those times when we're together
where we hold hand and laugh at each other

expressing all these to you is hard for me. its as though there's a barrier that preventing me to do so. a barrier that ensure me not to have another heartbreak, another dissapointment and a worthless tears all day long because of you.

its been awhile since you went away but its seems like i cant give you up. i know deep in my heart, i no longer have any feelings towards you. i may be denying or hiding the truth from myself but no matter what, i'm not gonna give this feeling another try. the dissapoinment i faced because of you, was so much for me to bear. its too much for me to hold in within. i couldnt hang on to you any longer so i dont have any choices but to let you go just like that even if you're the one for me.

ps: you know who you are.

If Only You Know
9:15 PM