hello peeps. i've just woke up from my beauty sleep. slept for almost two hour now. i need to sleep to energise my brain ok after all that exam and thinking too much. so that i can study my history better later. i mean much later. haha. =)

aniway, i went home early today. WOOHOO! i saw the indian guy from the "triple noize" group going somewhere. to peeps, he just live the next block from mine. but i never asked for autograph before. i mean i'm embarassed to ask him for that. or is it i couldnt be bother to ask. haha. omg. his hair is so"AFRO". haha. how long could his hair be if it is to reborn i thought. so stupid. haha. he once notice me when i kept on looking at him and he smiled to me. but its way quite long when that happened to me. haha. XD

my pimple is like peeling off already. its like gonna be gone another few more days. WOOHOO to me again. i didnt touch it ok. really. i didnt even squeeze it. cause i know it would worsen my face. i'm happy. i'm gonna get my FLAWLESS face back. YEAH! so vain. whatever.

but today, i'm having my moodswing. so girls you know that i'm having peirod. no wonder i've cried during the second paper when i "wrote" something on a piece of paper after i've completed my summary. left 10 mins to dismiss, i was writting my feelings out that i've kept inside for so long. that thing usually works for me when i'm kinda sad. well, i expressed all my feelings out and my thoughts at that paper ok. no one read it cause i dont want them to. its so way personal to me. and after the eng paper ended, i felt as if i wanted to be alone. just alone. wanted to go home on my own but in the end, i cant. i just wanna shut up for awhile. sigh.

due to that, i cant FAST on wednesday. AAARRRG! fasting will start another two more days and i cant fast. AAAARRG. i'm frustrated and all. i mean most of my malay peeps would be fasting and i'm not. sigh. cant be blame.

well, i gtg. i feel all sleepy again. haha. need to study my history now. ciaoz peeps.

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7:30 AM