Thursday, October 13
WOOHOO!!!! exam is finishing for me. tommorrow is the last paper. WOOHOO! i'm happy. but i still havent do my art preparations for tommorrow. i'm lazy. i dont want to do it. i hate art. AAAARGG! i'm slacking again. omg. i dont care. whatever. muahaha. =)
i missing those times when i am with you. i read my friend's friendster testimonial and saw what she wrote to her god-bro and vice versa. sigh. how i wish i could turn back the time. before we went all this. we were so that
CLOSE. but now, what happened. its as if we didnt know each other. sigh. i miss you. i mean as a god bro and god sis relationship missing. i dont mind that i wont be that girl you like or be with you each time like last time but at least you could treat me well before we went all that. ok. fine. maybe you need more time. but the more you ignore me, the more i feel awkward you know. its hurts me as a friend and a god-sis to see you treating me that way. and its hurts even more when deep inside my heart, i know i still like you and you treating me this way. sigh. what can i do. =(
you didnt come to school for two days already. everyone esp. your friends kept asking me about you. when myself, i didnt know why you didnt come. do they know its hurts everytime they mention your name at me. when all i can say is
"I DONT KNOW, I DONT CARE, I DONT BOTHER!" sigh. it hurts that bad okay. sigh.
well, i gotta here. sharin wanna use. so ciaoz peeps. take care. good night.
If Only You Know
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