i was kinda frustrated with kimmy when i was on my way home ALONE to the bus-stop. AAARRRRG!!! i was supposed to go home with kimmy at 3.30pm. so i waited for him for 15 mins in the canteen as we promised to meet there yesterday but he didnt came. i keep on going to the 2e1 classroom and to the canteen to see whether he's there yet cause i dont want to feel like a fool to wait for him in the canteen all alone. i was getting so fed-up that i decided to go home alone after all. i hate waiting for people okay in the first place. i just stormed off from 2e1 when i went there for the third time. maybe he's forgotten about it after hanging out with his pals just now. i will let him wait for me in the canteen the whole afternoon. like i will care. HMPH!

but i'm better now. i do some reflection on my anger towards him inside the bus just now. or should i say that i do some thinking about it. i know i just waited for him for only 15 mins and i'm acting like this. these past weeks, he is the one who usually waits for me and this is my first time waiting for him and i'm like show my attitude. actually, i afraid that we might not go home with each other anymore as this week is the last week of school for me and this week i kinda busy with alot of stuff. just take at look at my schedule. sigh. and we're like not spending enough time with each other anymore nowadays. hopefully, you're not angry due to my attitude just now. sorry if im so self-centered. i know i should relax more. to shuk and moonz, sorry if i'm kinda rude to both of you just now and i'm not angry because someone bully me or anything worst. maybe tell you guys the real story tomorrow. btw to sume and julie, kimmy is ahem-ahem. i just change the nick after much consideration. to me, this is a better nickname for him. it sounds better too.

i'm having my moodswing today. omg. the day is coming nearer. so peeps beware, if i'm like so emotional to you all cause my period is coming.

nothing to blog anymore. thats all folks. bye-bye.

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8:30 AM