Shattered Dreams


Broken,
With a shattered heart
Leaving,
Leaving us apart
Bleeding, Silently
Drowning, Suffocating
Without you beside me.


well, i wrote them again here. shall repeat what i say in my previous entry. COMMENTS ON MY BOARD. thank you peeps.


frustrated with myself. deleted all the post in my board. stupid itchy fingers. always wanna try something different and it turned out to be something bad. darn it. so peeps, tag more. flood them with all craps. i dont care.


thanks to peeps that commented on my "poem". shall shared more with you all someday. it may sounds like more about love and all but thats the only thing that give me aspiration to write. but been long since i got the time to do them. shall do it during the holidays perhaps. and some of these poem are actually lyrics of my song that i compose it all myself. cool isnt it. yup. i got an aspiration. about a problem that one of my friends is facing right now. shall find one day to think and write it all down.


btw to haiqal, you're changing. i dont care whether you're reading this or not but i need to say them all out here. i've been noticing that you're not as close to us like the past anymore. okay. maybe its because of that break up that happened to us quite recently but that doesnt mean you need to avoid me or our friends. i still talk to you when i see you. i still the same. the same sharina that people used to know. please. just put that happened between us behind for the sake of our and their friendship. i still hang out with them even if i see you're there. its nothing wrong. its not such a big deal anymore to me. i'm still one of your friends. or should i say. we're still your friends. shuk is worry that people are influencing you to be bad. we're not asking much and all but try to be reasonable and think what we are feeling right now. fine. i dont care whether you still listens to me. i just say out what i think its my right as a friend of yours to tell you all this.


well, thats about it for now. fly away with me to the clear blue sky. release those pains. nightmares. anger. worries. hidden secrets. stress. just forget everything and fly with me. wee.

If Only You Know
3:00 AM