well peeps, i just reach home. went to play soccer with shuk, moonz, D., G. and zuz. well, its more as killing mosquitoes game rather than playing soccer for me. haha. i'm like the goalkeeper cause i'm like restless and all today and i hate soccer. remember? haha. btw, the mosquitoes kept on sucking blood on my legs. how could i play with this kind of condition? can someone tell me. honestly, the school should spray more at the area near the basketball court and the street soccer court instead of the area where the pond is.


anyway, get my malay and science paper just now. my malay overall, i get a B4. well, abit dissapointed with my malay grade but never mind. i know i gonna get a B for malay anyway. =)


i was SO DISSAPOINTED with myself with my science marks. how could i only get a C5! i try my best for it. i put my hard work into it. i cried and juline knew it but for only awhile. i put a brave front inside the class just now after i went to the toilet during the last period when ms lim relieved our class as we're supposed to have our english. okay. you peeps may console me by saying that its not the overall and maybe i would pass the total but DO YOU KNOW THAT MY MID-YEAR, I GET ONLY A E8 FOR SCIENCE! how do you expect me to convince myself that i would pass my overall science then. sigh. i cried when i was going up to the AVA room to take my history paper. and unfortunately, during that time, i was hearing Moment Like This by kelly clarkson. and i was hearing this phrase, "i cant believe its happening to me". the more i feel like crying.


until i get my history paper back. i cant believe myself that i get a A2 for it. at least, it somehow cheer me up abit. AT LEAST! ashraf conviced me that SCIENCE is not a double wattage than i thought it would. so does it mean that i cried for nothing. oh god. but i still not satsified with that mark! aarg. never mind. what past is past, cant change it that. thats my motivation. no used of crying over the spilled milk you may say. =)


btw, THIS IS THE FIRST TIME THAT I'VE CRIED FOR MY STUDIES! and why must it be science? omg. XD


bought my blank cd. WOOHOO! can burn because of love song later. lala`


wanna end here. gotta prepared for my break-fast. ciaoz peeps. take care.

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