well, went home with ashraf and mahzuz at 4.09 pm.


changed my skin at last. well, its kinda simple. sigh.


to MABLE, i dont mind you're being so close to him. i'm not jealous. really. i'm not. but i got to admit that i USED to be jealous of you both. it was last time ok. but since that day, i told myself not to think so much about it and be happy day by day. its normal that you both are so close. honestly, i'm not jealous. no need to say sorry to me so many times. its not your fault nor his fault i know. and btw, i went to school late this morning. i went with one of my friend today. and nabillah saw me and my friend at the bus-stop. i'm not in that mood these few days. i dont know why. so i may say hi to you but not that cheerful way anymore. so sorry about that. and i got talked to you during recess just now. you see i'm okay. really. i'm that okay. dont worry.


i know you dont care about me. i'm not that special in your life. keep giving you heart-aches. but i dont know why i cant stop being so concern about you. it hurts me in the inside. but i never show how i really feels. you know how hurt i am. the pain that i hides. you think i want all this happen this way. i'm tired i say. i'm tired of crying. i'm sick of everything. sigh.


i gtg now. ciaoz peeps. good nite.

If Only You Know
12:00 PM