promise michelle not to write any mushy words here anymore.. fine.. i keep to my promise.. X)

i was frustrated with my 2nd bro due to his daughter.. want to act as if he's like so big.. fucking bro.. you think what.. i'm scare of you.. you never contribute anything to this family.. just a moronic 2 child which to me are damn freaking irritating.. just a bloody flirter.. think you're so handsome.. go and die lah.. i curse you that you wont find any gf.. even if so, it wont last long.. hahax.. i'm cruel.. i know.. X)

tell you people what actually happened.. firstly, his daughter saw my sweets in my room when i went inside my bro room cause i wanted to use the comp and i was in my room for the whole noon cause i'm writing my notes while doing my revision.. then she told me.. "wah.. sweet.." i was like told her this.. "you go and find the bear that you've played with just now".. actually, its not a bear but a watch actually but its just shape like a bear.. it was given to me by one of my ex on my last year birthday.. hahax.. XD.. anyway she just reply me, "i dont know".. then i was like "you go and find then i give you sweet".. but then she's like just laze around and kept asking me for sweet.. i was like kinda get irritated by her but i just continue to watch the cartoon on the tv.. acting like i dont hear anything at all from her.. and she started crying and told her father which is my bro that i have sweet and she wants it.. but i stubbornly didnt give her even though my bro shouted to me twice.. then suddenly my bro raised his voice at me and i cant stand him any longer then i shouted to him, "i better go to my room to study" and walked out from my bro room.. and went inside my room..

i was like saying backwards and giving bad remarks behind my closed door.. and see my reflection on the mirror.. telling me not to cry.. but not to my suprise, i cried while hearing melompat lebih tinggi song to calm myself down.. few minutes later, i was okay and went out from my room to cook instant noodles cause i'm like so hungry.. and now, i'm here to blog.. X)

maybe, it was my fault.. but i dont care.. peeps dont respect me, i dont repect them.. thats my motto in life.. aniway, i've notice that i've change.. hahax.. XD.. i know i'm praising myself up.. hahax.. X).. gotta end here.. sharin wanna use the comp.. ciaoz peeps.. gud evening to all!

sunday, sept. 4-

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