i cant believe that i've been posting 94 post.. =).. cant blame me that i like to express my feelings out here and to keep me from dying of the bored-ness of this world.. =)














cant do my OUTSTANDING maths hwk due to that i left it behind at adek shuk classroom.. forgotten to put it inside my bag.. how dumb am i.. =).. cant do my history hwk too cause i left it under my desk.. haiz.. so i'm bored right now.. cant do anything about it.. haiz..













i found out something about *you.. which makes me real mad.. YOU LIED TO ME!! but i just dont care about it anymore.. dont want to waste my anger on *you.. its all in the past now.. i should just leave it and live my life the way i should be.. *you're nothing to me anymore.. just A someone from the past.. you sucks i know.. this time, this words that i gonna say really comes deeply from my heart that how could i be so blind to let you in into my life..












i dont know whether to believe *you or the ones who have been THERE for me.. i really dont know.. but one thing for sure, i may REGRET talking to *you... knowing *you better... letting *you in into my life.. liking *you more each day by day.. given me those HIGH hopes on us.. holding my hands.. controlling my life.. making me cry for *you.. telling me all those lies.. but i told myself that i wont regret on things that ONCE makes me smile.. never will i..












went home late today.. played captain's ball with the 2e1 pupils.. pushed him down.. hahax.. =).. i'm cruel i know.. sorry if i pushed you so hard.. no offence.. gonaa end here.. i'm bored of writing this post.. wee.. ciaoz..

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