Monday, August 29
i started my revision.. yeah.. at last.. been waiting for this day for ages.. i'm so like showing off to my bro.. i think he's going 3e3 next year.. he's like so slacking and couldnt care less about the streaming exam coming.. he's so like chilling.. watching tv.. claps.. shouting.. peeps talking.. i'm hearing now from the tv he's watching.. while me.. staying inside my room for just to write notes for science and maths..
but now, i'm blogging here to de-stress myself.. hahax.. trying to improve my eng by blogging.. aniwae, i've still stuck on chapter 3 with science.. hahax.. =).. left about 12 chapters to go.. hahax.. i've regretted to slack during science lesson for the last few months.. and now, i've creating the word "stress" to myself.. but thanks to ms lim that i'm slacking during her lessons.. it is plainly boring that i'm usually sings songs during science lessons.. pity sumee and juli to hear my sucky voice.. either i sings songs or i'll just counting the time where her lesson will finish.. 15 mins left.. 5 mins left.. juli kept remind me day by day that i'm being so bad to ms lim.. i'm so cruel to her.. but i got no choice but to entertain myself by doing all this stupid and childish game..
btw, i'm taking my eng oral on tuesday and my malay oral tommorrow.. i'm like keeping on postphoning all the important stuff.. i'm feeling stress with all the things.. keep on thinking about studying lately.. they became my TOP priority ever since mrs leong is doing the countdown for upcoming exam on the board.. should i blame her.. nah.. i'm not that unreasonable you know..
talking about being unreasonable.. i'm sorry for being so selfish to you that i keep on thinking about myself only.. i should try to understand you.. you should tell me what you've been feeling and all stuff.. dont always keep all the things to yourself k.. by doing this, whats the use of me having you by my side when i cant even know whats up with you and whats happening with you.. if we gonna make this relationship last long, you should tell me the things that you've kept in the inside which is to you, it is important for me to know.. i'm not forcing you to tell me everything.. like what colour is your underwear.. by what age, you would have sex and with who.. hahax.. cant imagine myself that you would tell me all that.. hahax.. =)..
aniway, lately i've having a senile illness.. hahax.. i've been forgetting things that i need to do and the words that i've said.. but its not worst case.. been feeling stress i think.. am i repeating the same thing with the word stress?? i think i should stop my brain to stop thinking about what to write next so that i wont feel stress anymore.. hahax.. ciaoz.. good nite..
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