I HATE YOU SO MUCH.. i dont know why in the first place i wanna get involved with you.. you think i'm the joke of your life.. call me names.. making me believe with ALL your lies.. and i'm still here just be patient with your attitude.. and now.. what had happen.. you STILL in love with HER.. where are those words you told me.. the hopes you gave me.. the memories that can never be replaced.. dont tell me its all go down to waste just like that.. is all this a play that you've been playing cause i dont find it entertaining at all.. i've cried so much for just STUPID things.. STUPID reasons.. STUPID excuses.. STUPID LIES! and its all because of YOU!! it spoilts my mood for the whole day today just because of this.. is it fair for treating me this way..i keep on blaming things on myself.. keep telling myself that i got to accept all this just because i've let go of you..










thanks to ashraf for telling me the truth or else i'll be in the dark, knowing nothing and being a FOOL to you all along.. went home with akasha.. omg.. he so cute and so lame.. wee.. end here.. nothing to say.. GUD NITE TO ALL!

If Only You Know
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