wee.. just wake up from my beauty sleep.. once i woke up from my sleep when i saw no one was using the comp, i attacked it first so that i wont need to wait for anyone to finish using it and now my bro is waiting for me to finsh use it.. wee.. I"M SO CRUEL..










ard the afternoon, i went out with him, abg izan, adik shuk and adik moonz to go to mahzuz the sister "persandingan".. i was earlier than the rest of them actually cause i reached the bus-stop at 12.30pm sharp where the geylang methodist students always stops at.. but i didnt saw mahzuz and nasrul (his cousin) nor the other guys there so i walked to the other bus-stop where i usually stop when i go to skool everyday cause i thought that maybe they were waiting for me over there.. when i didnt saw them there also, i decide to call him instead of anyone else by using the phone of one minimart nearby cause he is the only person hp number that i remembered... hahax.. =) they all like asking me where am i.. and i LIED to him that i'm just going out from my house and it will took me 5 mins to reach there.. actually, its usually will took me 10 mins to reach that bus-stop.. since i dont want to "paisey" myself so i just lied.. =p









whatever about that.. went home ALONE again.. i realized that *someone is far more better than him.. i know i will never admit this no matter how many times a person try to force me to let it all out but i got to say that it is true that *SOMEONE treated me better than someone i really love right now.. keep thinking that i regretted letting *him go.. i know i'm just being STUPID to think that way.. dont want to talk about *him.. i know that i'm not important in *his life anymore.. so i better dont keep on blabbing about *him..









aniway, i got to walk like ard 5 mins to reach the bus-stop to just to go home.. see how far i need to walk.. unfortunely, i'm wearing high heels.. oh ya.. saw one girl which i'm still hating at the "persandingan".. eeee.. i hate her.. aniway, i've decided not to go the escape with the PA.. and not going to my class outing cause i'm BROKE right now.. hahax.. =(.. and i've been giving them excuses that i need to go somewhere after the consert when actually, i'm going to wait for him cause he got something on for tommorrow after the consert.. i PROMISED that i will go to the next year the graduating sec 4 with the PA since i also didnt go last year.. how pathetic am i.. =)







ending here.. i got nothing to say.. wee.. gud evening to all.. and have a good mondae to the peeps tomorrow.. =)

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