hate that someone.. very damn irritating.. but i got to be patient i know.. haiz.. as long as i hangout with them, i got to be cool.. lost temper twice at school just because of him.. what to do.. haiz.. things that i wanna change about myself is to just be patient.. dont wanna lose my temper for just the slightest things that people do.. dont wanna take things so seriously.. to be committed to my studies.. haiz.. alot of things i wanna change but can i??.. i know i can.. i just need more time for now.. haiz..

saw him at least thrice at school.. why the moment i really wanna forget him, all the past flow back to me.. WHY!!! haiz.. dont want to talk alot of this matter.. not that important anymore..

i cried just now.. due to SOMETHING.. it is so hurtful.. but still, i just dont want to let people know what actually happen.. i will never tell anyone.. i will keep this to myself till i really cannot stand it.. haiz.. i dont know what i can do.. i dont know what i can say.. haiz..

wanna end here.. feeling so depressed.. sad.. guilty.. regretful.. haiz.. Gud Nite to all!!!

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