tommorrow school starting again.. oh god.. i'm gonna be bored.. maths test on chapter 9 & 10.. havent buy the flexible curve nor french curve.. hahax.. =X.. got PA duty tommorrow.. need to come early to school.. but the positive side is i got to see you and hug you as you said that i can hug you all i want.. =)















i'm bored at home.. missing you badly.. thinking of you everytime.. gonna hug you tommorrow.. i dont care.. but i'm wondering when i'm gonna do it.. either i'm doing it in the morning or after school.. hm.. i havent figure it out.. I LOVE YOU SO MUCH.. wee.. you so cute.. wee.. honestly, you're the only one who i really love among all those whom i used to be with.. miss your cute voice, your sweet smile and your STUPID laughter.. =X.. i keep on eating, sleeping, watching tv and surfing the net just to stop missing you so badly and thinking about you all the time.. =(.. i'm sorry that i'm being so MUSHY in my post and my board.. i mean i'm totally ADDICTED to him.. and all this bored-ness is making me crazy.. and making me think of him constantly.. cant blame me tho.. =).. regretted not to ask you out.. i forgotten to ask you about it yesterday night.. haiz..















feeling guilty after reading someone's blog.. how could i just leave *him like that.. i mean *his important exam is coming.. and i'm doing this to him? i know i shouldnt be feeling this way but i just cant stop worrying about it.. reminded me about the past memories when i'm with *him.. haiz.. another 17 more days, we were SUPPOSEDLY to be together for 1 year but i just wasted it just like that.. why am i feeling this way when i know my feelings for *him is not there anymore.. i just dont know why.. can anyonge give me an answer? i should be happy that i let *him go.. but instead i regretting it.. i hate regretting on the things that i do but the guilt just dont seems to go away.. i wanna start a brand new me but i seems not to let go of the past.. dont want to keep blabbing about *him no more.. making me crying for just no reason..













i dont know whether i got any hwk.. i mean these two days, i'm like chilling out at home and doing nothing useful to me.. gonna end here.. i have enough of writing this post for today.. so ciaoz peeps..

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