i'm bored with the song which remind me of you.. i'm just bored with hearing it.. tired of liking it.. but why i still keep on going back to just hear this song so that you will always be in my mind..i keep on seeing you from a distant everytime i get the chance to cause maybe this is the LAST time, i gonna like you and leave this miserable pain behind of not having you beside me and have your heart to me.. haiz.. you meant so much to me..

michelle told me that you gonna be sad that i wanna let you go.. shouldnt that be me instead of you.. she also said that i cant forget you.. hmm.. maybe i just need more time to do that.. haiz.. is this what i really want.. or just still waiting hopelessly for you..

my feelings for him is like fading these few days.. been totally upset since MT lesson and vent my anger at rafi.. sob-sob.. sowie.. i'm just not in the mood to talk so much suddenly.. i'm just like so quiet and people starting to wandering whats happening to me.. when deep down inside, i was like so sad.. confused.. bored.. frustrated with everything.. haiz..

GIVING UP WITH THE BOTH OF YOU!!
I"M SICK OF HAVING MY LIFE THIS WAY!!

If Only You Know
10:55 AM