dont know what happen with this fucking thing.. i mean i got post it i think yesterday.. and they didnt show it up.. aarg.. something wrong with this.. aarg!! tomorrow, going to michelle house to bake cookies.. yup.. for our home econ.. haiz.. havent find the recipe yet.. haiz.. and tomorrow no skool.. SWEET!! =)

wanting to ask my mother for $30 for something.. =0.. too personal to tell out here why i need it.. but with my hp bill, should ask?? hm.. haiz.. scare that she would scold.. =(.. anyway, she own me $30.. i know i shouldnt be calculative.. but i need so badly by tommorow.. haiz..

went home with him.. and my leg is aching due to AVA games and kept walking in and out of the school after the dismissal at 12.. i'm quite bored when playing the games but i like especially the 2nd game.. about lao gong and lao po thingy.. hahahax.. some of the ava members would know but i should just remain silent about it.. =x..

wanna end here.. before i end here, wanna put the lyrics of my new song at my blog.. even though its old but its so nice and meaningful.. anyway, wanna research the recipe and do some homework.. tata!! and gud nite to everyone..

I DRIVE MYSELF CRAZY

Lying in your arms
So close together
Didn't know just what I had
Now I toss and turn
Cause I'm without you

How I'm missing you so bad
Where was my head
Where was my heart
Now I cry alone in the dark

[chorus]
I lie awake
I drive myself crazy
Drive myself crazy
Thinking of you
Made a mistake
When I let you go baby
I drive myself crazy
Wanting you the way that I do

I was such a fool
I couldn't see it
Just how good you were to me

You confessed your love
Undying devotion
I confessed my need to be free

And now I'm left
With all this pain
Lonely got myself to blame

[chorus]
I lie awake
I drive myself crazy
Drive myself crazy
Thinking of you
Made a mistake
When I let you go baby
I drive myself crazy
Wanting you the way that I do

Why didn't I know it
(How much I loved you baby)
Why couldn't i show
(If I had only told you)
When I had the chance
Oh I had the chance

[chorus] x2
I lie awake
I drive myself crazy
Drive myself crazy
Thinking of you
Made a mistake
When I let you go baby
I drive myself crazy x2
Wanting you the way that I do x2

If Only You Know
11:20 AM