i just reach home.. suppossed to meet eeuu*... but something happen.. haiz.. today i got no mood.. eeuu* know what happen rite.. haiz.. sowie to keep you waiting for so LONG.. i really sowie.. i know you may thought that i don want to meet you but actually i wanted to see you so badly.. the bus-stop you ask me to meet you rite, my mum was there.. i cant let my mum see me cause she warned me not to go out today.. really regret not to see you cause i saw you at the ooposite bus-stop where you always took bus to go home but when i reach there, you took your bus already.. i was too late.. haiz.. what can i do.. i really feel so guilty.. feel like crying but i know i shud be strong.. since yesterday, i make you sad.. i always make the same mistake over and over again.. i better off being alone.. kept hurting people around me even if i don mean it.. people misjudge me.. thats why i always pretend to be someone that i'm really not.. haiz.. i gotta go.. no mood to blog.. wanna eat my lunch if i still have the appetite.. haiz.. bye..

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