yup.. i'm still doing my literature.. left like 2 pages more to do.. i feel like sleeping but i cant.. i still got my english to do.. oh god.. i'm like having a headache.. 2 more days of skooling.. boring.. and 2 more days of being SINGLE-hood.. i donnoe whether i shud say wohoo for joy or haiz for sadness.. i'm confused.. realli confused.. and on that dae also is the 10 mth.. haiz.. oh god.. i don want to make the same mistake again.. i cannot be that strong anymore.. cannot stand to the pain.. don want to pretend about it.. i just wanna be real for just once in my life.. I STILL NEED YOU HERE!! i didnt tell you tis cuz i just cant.. no matter i try myself too.. why cant you see?? you're the only one i need.. i know you may think that i'm happy about this but i'm not actually.. sowie for everything that i've done.. don want to regret with alot of things.. i just want to let it go and forget about it.. just want it to left untouched.. unspoken.. unbroken.. it is better if i just let it go.. or its better if i just say whats on my mind.. haiz.. i think nothing that i say now could change what you think of me.. haiz.. wanna end here.. don want to talk about this anymore.. tata.. ciaoz.. muackz..

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