haiz.. hatee myy lifee.. backstabb.. betrayy.. peoplee aree justt hypocritee.. peoplee aree changingg.. tryy too see whyy i doo thatt beforee blamingg mee forr all thingss.. tryingg too bee nicee butt peoplee aree justt provokingg mee nott too.. i'mm justt sitingg inn thee cornerr.. alonee.. lookingg att peoplee.. seemss likee everithingg thee samee butt whenn i lookk againn, everithingg hass changedd..

WHY MY LIFE IS LIKE THIS?? sickeningg.. i wishh i couldd justt diee... noo moree worriess... wishh i couldd justt goo backk inn timee andd doo thingss withoutt regrett.. peoplee aree judgingg mee onn myy badd pointss.. peoplee misunderstandd mee.. haiz.. I'M NOT PERFECT!! i try too livee myy lifee thee wayy peoplee wantt mee too.. wishh i couldd justt dissapearr inn thinn airr.. soo muchh miseryy inn thiss lifee.. regrettingg alott off thingss.. i neverr smilee likee i usedd too bee..

i regrett trustingg soo manyy peoplee.. theyy endd upp dissapointt mee.. onee secondd, theyy aree yourr friendd.. thee nextt minutee, theyy turnn theirr backk onn youu... haiz.. theyy neverr appreaciatee thee thingss thatt youu hadd donee forr themm.. wishh i couldd justt stopp cryingg fromm thiss miseryy...

i cryingg inn thee silentt.. behindd myy hopefull smilee.. no onee noticess andd knoess thatt theress a girll hidingg insidee mee... a girll whoo iss brokenn.. tormentedd.. tornn, deepp insidee.. sufferingg.. i'mm drowningg inn thee darkness againn.. noo onee caree wheree i goo.. noo onee knoee whoo am i.. theyy thoughtt i'mm justt a bitchh livingg inn thiss worldd.. i donn caree iff youu noticee mee.. i donn caree iff youu hatee mee.. causee i hatee youu evenn moree...

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