aarg!! tomoroww, skooll iss startingg andd i havenn doo anyy off myy homeworkk yet... ohh geek... neberr mindd... aniwayy yesterdayy eveningg, i wentt too a weddingg... itss myy brotherr fiancee thee cousinn... andd i donn knoww herr... ohh geek.. i donn havee a appetitee too eatt.. hahahax.. andd i sitt theree drinkk waterr whilee waitingg my mumm andd sis too eatt finishh... haiz... thenn afterr thatt, wentt windoww-shoppingg... in casee youu guyss didntt knoww, itt wass heldd att geylangg seraii... andd i wentt windoww-shoppingg too seee "bajuu kebayaa" sincee myy eldestt broo iss gettingg marriedd inn... 4 monthss timee... yupp... cann believee itss comingg nearerr... aniwayy beforee wee wentt homee, wee wentt too KFC... youu seee... youu cantt separatee mee andd myy KFC ritee... hahahax.. reallii, wee wantedd too goo too macd.. butt itt beenn closedd downn andd sincee thee KFC iss nearr theree, soo wee decidedd too goo KFC insteadd... hm... i wass scaredd andd excitedd causee i knoww thatt cheee kiann iss workingg theree... beforee goingg inn thee KFC, saww weii kiatt [myy prii skooll frendd]... butt hee didntt see mee... lucky... phew... andd thenn myy sweett dreamm appear... cheee kiann wass theree... ohh geekk.. hee wass thee cashierr servingg thee customerr... aaarg!!! in casee somee off youu guyss donn noee watt relationshipp betweenn mee andd chee kiann havee iss thatt wee weree oncee togetherr andd hee brokee upp withh mee becausee off otherr gerlss... yup.. myy bitterr pastt memoriess comee too mee againn... butt i'mm nortt thatt saddd animoree... noo moree off thatt worthless tearss.. noo moree off thee miseryy... haiz.. aniwayy, i suddenlyy gott thee appetitee too eatt.. hahahax.. myy sis andd i wass queingg andd shee queue att chee kiann theree.. haiz... andd itss ourr turnn nextt.. i keepp onn sayingg too myy siss thatt i feell likee buryingg myy headd too thee groundd andd knockedd itt againstt thee wall.. hahahax.. butt eventuallyy, hee did noticedd mee butt wee actt as iff wee donn knoee each otherr.. hm.. aniwayy thiss feww dayss, i havee a feelingg thatt eeuu startingg nortt too likee mee.. i knoww eeuu cann sayy itss justt myy stupidd intinctt butt i reallii feell itt... noo matterr watt i doo, youu gett angryy.. doo i deservee thiss kindd off treatmentt?? haiz.. i havee enuff off thiss worldd.. tryingg too bee someonee thatt i usedd too bee... myy lifee havee beenn soo miserablee thiss yerr... i neverr feell thiss wayy beforee... haiz.. enddingg heree... withh brokenn lovee; fallenn mee...

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