todaii mee wholee daii, verii sadd.. haiz.. mee too sadd too sayy whatt hadd happenn.. thankss too michellee, noww i noee whyy i'mm thee thirdd partyy.. i realii dunn knoee whatt happenn betweenn eeuu bothh beforee i existt inn thatt skooll.. i reallii sowiee too thee gerll if eeuu thoughtt thatt i steall ur bf.. duringg d&t justt noww thenn i knoee causee michellee toldd mee sincee hee toldd michellee yesterdaii.. whyy eeuu donn wantt too tell mee earlierr.. i cryy att skooll whenn i wass alonee.. julinee knoee i verii sadd butt shee donn knoee howw muchh itss hurtt mee.. miee heartt wass hurtingg soo muchh thatt makess mee wantedd too cryy soo much.. i reallii feell guiltyy breakingg thee relationshipp eeuu bothh usedd too havee.. i reallii reallii sorii.. i didntt knoee beforee.. whyy eeuu keepp hurtingg mee soo much.. whyy cantt forr onee daii, eeuu makee mee realise thatt i hab chosen thee rightt personn.. whyy cantt eeuu makee mee.. eeuu bothh likess eachh otherr forr 2 yerss pluss butt thenn i didntt knoee anithingg forr thee lastt 5 monthss thatt wee aree togetherr.. iss itt fairr forr mee too gett hurtt... miee heartt hurtss soo muchh... whyy cantt eeuu donn makee mee hurtss mee soo muchh forr onee timee.. justt onee timee.. theress soo muchh thingss eeuu hidee fromm mee... andd still eeuu neverr tell mee.. whyy eeuu treatt mee thiss wayy.. i wantedd too knoee whetherr eeuu reallii likee mee orr itss justt too makee herr jealous.. i feell soo painn.. hurtt.. betrayed.. wrongg.. guilty.. sadd.. wantedd too gibb upp thee hopess thatt i gibb eeuu.. i reallii wants too butt i cantt.. i reallii likee eeuu.. itss hardd forr mee too tell miee mindd too stopp likingg eeuu whenn miee heartt still doess.. haiz.. thee fakee smilee thatt i gibb eeuu iss howw muchh thee painn thatt i keepp insidee mee.. eeuu still donn knoee thatt eeuu leavee soo muchh scarss inn miee heartt... endingg heree.. signingg off; brokenn heartt withh missingg piecess...

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