no. i'm not blogging for now. maybe later. just putting up some quotes that coincide with my feelings currently. here, i am reffering to elmo much except for the one in number 11. that person should know that i'm talking about me and him [:


1. Sometimes it feels like i need you so much that i can't stand life without you; then you go and be an ass.
2. What happened to forever?
3. There's no such thing as heartbreak. its just not true love.
4. We spend our whole lives telling ourselves, everything happens for a reason. when in reality, it's just that we give reasons for everything that happens.
5. i could forgive you && forget everything that happened. but that wouldnt make it any better. we'll never be able to go back to the way it used to be. you had the world in your hands, but instead you threw it away. so dont expect me to feel sorry for something that was your own fault.
6. Never assume. Because you will just make an ASS out of U and ME.
7. The only person who you need in your life are the people who need you in theirs too.
8. No matter how much I don't want to believe it; maybe we just aren't meant to be.
9. Maybe I still love you. But i will never think of you as I did. You're no longer the cute, funny guy i knew. You don't make me laugh or smile anymore. When I think of you, I don't get butterflies. I don't remember the late night conversations, or the times you would hold me. Nope. I remember how you set me up. Let me believe i could trust you. And just when I thought there was nothing better, you let me fall. I don't remember the good times. But you know what I do remember?? I remember waiting all night for you to call. I remember waking up and instantly crying because i remembered you werent here . I remember crying all night long. I remember thinking that it was me. That i wasn't good enough for you. That I was the one that was wrong. I remember not wanting to sleep because you were the only person that I care. I remember the promises you made, that were never fulfilled. I remember the plans you made. I remember how i gave you my heart, and you held it for awhile, then crushed it. Thats what i remember. I remember caring so much. And you couldnt even give a damn. Now I have all these guys that want to be with me. And they would treat me a thousand times better than you did. Believe me. But I only get one heart, and I gave it to you. I can't take it back. But i wish I could.
10. Sometimes, not too often but sometimes, I get hit with the memory of how much you meant to me, just when I thought that I was finally okay with forgetting.
11. It's probably the wrong time to tell you this, But, well, maybe its the perfect time. I realize how incredibly confusing things are between us right now. I can't even begin to explain our relationship. You probably can't either. But I just want you to know that if you ever need me, I'll always be here for you.
12. I miss having you in my life. Im realizing that you could still be here if I wanted you to, but obviously not as the way we were but we can still be friends, and then I wouldnt totally be losing you. But i have to find a way to move on. How can i move on if i still want you? still want us to talk? still tell each other things? Like we use to do, you know? How can i still want all that and know deep inside that i cannot have you to myself. Being friends? I'll have to forget you exist and start all over again before that can even become an option.

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